the truth of the matter.
I know i don't say it a lot, and that when i do it usually pours out like crazy. but, anyway. I don't know if many of you have gone through it, but to suddenly realize, that something that once inspired you, no longer lives is probably an emotional killer i've faced for the first time. I know i may not have said it at all, but within my heart, there was always a place that appreciated hearing either Perry or my brother tell me Martin was playing guitar. that he was awesome. there will always be a band or something larger that inspires you to do something, but if you search, you'll see there is always an element that is around you that gets you into what you do. Martin i do feel was that. So buddy, wherever your soul decides to stay, i pray that you'd help me in what i do. you know we're gonna miss you.