making a body bridge for you to trample over.
Oh, i had to stay outta school today because my throat was in pain, and because my stomach was somewhat following suit, and my muscles felt drained. I can't do anything today. I visited ollie's mom to see how she was doing and stuff and that was fine and dandy. i got to watch his dog jackie hump chuck's shoe. Then i left because mom said i couldn't do anything due to the fact that i missed school.
but i have something to say. This is the brandon you guys were annoyed with so here it comes... I feel like i don't relate, and it's no one's fault but my own, if you want to get technical about it. I don't want you to do anything about it because it wouldn't be the thing to do. you've all got your lives that you're living and apparently that's going good for you. If i can work in a day to spend with you, i will. it really sucks to see it come down to this , but it's obvious there's not much we can do about it. don't take it to mean any of you in single, it's just pretty much my mind percieving that i'm not who i used to be and that's what you guys liked( i guess), a lot to me has changed lately and i couldn't expect to have you guys completely change what it is you like. Basically, i'm telling you this so if you see me in silence or i "look sad" it's because of this. I'm not heartbroken or something, i still love you guys, it's just, it's almost that time where we have to split up anyway and start going solo and using our personalities not so much as entertainment anymore but more of a...real world existance. I love you all, i still consider you friends, and if i can be of any assistance i pray that you'll ask it of me. I'm not leaving or something, it's just...eh, i guess this is the point where i'm going to get "grown up" and realize that opinion comes cheap and that if i don't tend to my needs a little bit(as i feel i've neglected myself for a while) that, i won't be mentally healthy and i'll actually have to stick to anti-depressants or some other wrong form of treatment self prescribed. i ask that you don't respond hatefully because in the past you have and i've apologized for what i've said, this time i won't, and if you do, then you'll simply put, be forgotten. It's harsh, but effective for Me.
Much love.
Brandon McCrary.
if you have questions don't be afraid to ask me. I'll do my best to answer.
but i have something to say. This is the brandon you guys were annoyed with so here it comes... I feel like i don't relate, and it's no one's fault but my own, if you want to get technical about it. I don't want you to do anything about it because it wouldn't be the thing to do. you've all got your lives that you're living and apparently that's going good for you. If i can work in a day to spend with you, i will. it really sucks to see it come down to this , but it's obvious there's not much we can do about it. don't take it to mean any of you in single, it's just pretty much my mind percieving that i'm not who i used to be and that's what you guys liked( i guess), a lot to me has changed lately and i couldn't expect to have you guys completely change what it is you like. Basically, i'm telling you this so if you see me in silence or i "look sad" it's because of this. I'm not heartbroken or something, i still love you guys, it's just, it's almost that time where we have to split up anyway and start going solo and using our personalities not so much as entertainment anymore but more of a...real world existance. I love you all, i still consider you friends, and if i can be of any assistance i pray that you'll ask it of me. I'm not leaving or something, it's just...eh, i guess this is the point where i'm going to get "grown up" and realize that opinion comes cheap and that if i don't tend to my needs a little bit(as i feel i've neglected myself for a while) that, i won't be mentally healthy and i'll actually have to stick to anti-depressants or some other wrong form of treatment self prescribed. i ask that you don't respond hatefully because in the past you have and i've apologized for what i've said, this time i won't, and if you do, then you'll simply put, be forgotten. It's harsh, but effective for Me.
Much love.
Brandon McCrary.
if you have questions don't be afraid to ask me. I'll do my best to answer.