Sep 23, 2003 00:40
It seems that every day I'm having a constant struggle between happiness and carelessness, and it's because i'm just really fucking weak mentally. I mean, pathetic is probably the best adjective for it. And I am also kindda confused about the whole Curtis stabbing Jed.. What a goddamned fucking prick.. i swear, kids need to grow up in Loudon, not fuck and do drugs. But yea, stating the obvious, I do have a thing for Sarah, and I do realize that there's no chance because she is a Jehova and I am nothing, again, my weaknesses always come with even more difficult barriers. I feel really stale and cold today. Can't say I should, but i believe it's probably my fault.
Hmmm....I came up with a new acoustic riff. I still have two things to do for school tomorrow, so i'ma havta hope i get them done, and i need to study for Napier's test, because i didn't know shit during jeopardy. Pardon my french, but goodbye.
Brandon