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what am i doing? i am talking my dear sister and reading over my story (the chapter 5 that had been erased by evil computer, rewritten, erased again, and finally rewritten on a completely empty disk. CURSES to the silly compooters!)
i have been thinking about death every night,a nd i shouldn't. i know i shouldn't. and don't tell me i shouldn't. it's something that has bothered me since i was little, and for no good reason. well, during my confirmation years and when i nearly lived in church, it went away, but for some reason it has really bothered me of late. GRR!!! silly devil trying to tempt me with fear. BAHHHH!!
anywho. i'm going to go back watching tele, then i've got to go to bed. POOness. and hopefully i won't have a panic attack like i did last night.
-hunter
i have been thinking about death every night,a nd i shouldn't. i know i shouldn't. and don't tell me i shouldn't. it's something that has bothered me since i was little, and for no good reason. well, during my confirmation years and when i nearly lived in church, it went away, but for some reason it has really bothered me of late. GRR!!! silly devil trying to tempt me with fear. BAHHHH!!
anywho. i'm going to go back watching tele, then i've got to go to bed. POOness. and hopefully i won't have a panic attack like i did last night.
-hunter