Feb 06, 2005 00:53
It felt so nice today you being in my arms again
The warmth of companionship as we lay there gazing at the screen
And for a single moment in time, as you lay there asleep in my arms again
I feel complete again...i feel happy..i want to stay in this moment forever
But Am i going down the same path i swore i would never go down again
Why am i always doing this to myself
Fall in love...Fall out of love..Fall in love all over again
I'm trying so hard to be what you want
But is it enough...will it ever be enough?
Will i ever be more then just a "friend" to you
You say you want it all
But what if you already have everything you want?..everything you'll ever need
What if what you need is standing right in front of you
Will you reach out and grab it or are you to blind to see it
It hurt in a strange way when you climbed into your car door today
With nothing more then a simple goodbye
Then finally an awkward silence
I walk away trying to find a meaning
Knowing that i just left it all behind
Wondering if she'll be coming back to me
Trying to look back and remember the days we never wanted to say goodbye.
She stays a night and then she leaves
Sometimes i don't even know why I try anymore
I'm doubting me, and i know i shouldn't
But I've been down before
Am I gonna wake to find that i'm out of love again?
Is it time for me to run?
Sometimes I feel like I've been running too far from the truth
Or is this time different?
How many times does it take to learn........?
We live our lives untill we come undone
But I guess I just have to believe,
Even though I'm feeling low, I guess in a weird way, I'm feeling free.
Because I can live with this hope that my dreams will bring you back to me.
How could I resist when I think you're still in love.
How can I move on when I wanna be in love with you.