Do I dare call this... a MUST READ? :)

Aug 03, 2005 18:54

I suppose I shall update.

Had a wonderful, wonderful yet stressful, tiring, and what not weekend at the EOY pageant. Yay Parker and Trinity! SMOOCHES!

I don't think it was Nashville that wasn't for me, I think my car and tires were just blah. We took a different car up to Louisville and Eric drove from here to Nashville because no... not me again... and I drove from Nashville to Louisville. The Connection bar there is like the effin' shiznit, I've never imagined a night club like that with all sorts of sections and rooms. It was in the words of Kelly, Crystal, and anyone else... "the deal"! The pageant in itself was just a learning experience for everyone in attendance. Although I have not started drag *and that will come later in the entry*, I learned a lot about expense, people, enviroment, and such. It was just amazing to be in the same room with some of drag's biggest names. I hope to go back in the future.

Summer break is coming to a near end. Although I am very fortunate to have spent the time I did with the people I have been spending time with, I wish I would have known certain circumstances were going to happen. The reason where I am now is because I thought I could work from time to time and possibly find another steady job. My paperwork for MAC has still not processed in which I cannot be bitter about for these things do happen but it's been nearly a month and a half. I have heard back from only one place of work and I will not take the position because it has come too close to being fall semester and I actually plan on finding a job in my college down instead of having to make the drive more than I have to, however, I would be more than happy to drive to work any shifts at MAC. There may be other potential shifts to be worked at in different locations which will be dealt with when the time comes. It's not like I don't make the drive to Birmingham for other occasions anyway such as visiting my Teresa and I will back of course to visit Parker and Eric--and to hit the Quest every now and then.

AND IN RESPONSE TO YOUR QUESTION:

Thank you ladies, gentlemen, judges... for your consideration and approval... lol... a mess, I know!

A lot of people have been wondering when I will make my step onto the stage and although I am incredibly flattered, I must tell the reason as why I have not--and I keep telling the people who always ask, "In time, in time..."--and that is not a lie, it will be in time. Every single time I am at a drag show, trust honey, I have the worst itch--I've been bitten a while back--to be up on that stage and do my thang but you know, it takes more than that for me. First of all, it takes coins. Coins to purchase thing such as clothes, fabric, wigs, jewelry, shoes, makeup, etc. Another thing and reason why I have chosen not to make a debut is that I really want to focus on my education. I'm only entering my second year of college and I would like to follow through. I just know for a fact in my mind that I have such an incredible itch that if I decided to do this now, I will not stop and school would just be something thrown away and I cannot afford that. I don't think that drag is going anywhere and I can only hope that I'm patient enough to stay focused. I'm the type of person in that situation that if I'm going to come out, I'm going to come out right. I'm just thankful to be around and know people who know their shit and I am nothing but blushes when people ask me when I'm going to step out in Miss Spotlight and all I have to say is... in time, in time.

So that is why I have not started the art of female impersonation. I am your contestant number... :) No, really, that is why for anyone who has asked, wondered, or just to get the info out there! 'Cos trust honey, bitch will paint a face with help, borrow a wig, outfit, and shoes but I want to make it my own. Make it me.

Hope all is well, I don't want to make this any longer, no one will respond (just like they haven't been lately!!) but comments would be appreciated, even just to say hey! ♥
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