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is it wrong to be having this much fun? hahah...i'd call it "flirting with danger" and in a way...its too true
i guess in a way its a good and bad thing that i have this habit of giving off an "i could care less attitude" when it comes to some of my relationships... (if you know me well...you'd know what i'm talking about)
but seriously...aside from making me appear cold-hearted and unkind...i think it's a bit of a defense mechanism...but mostly...it's probably because i could care less...
the only way i could describe it is...umm...this is a terrible analogy and my apologies beforehand to those individuals who may be offended by this... but i think in many ways...my attitude is that of a stereotypical chauvanistic male... basic indifference and this kind of "one-night stand" mentality mixed with the rush of the chase... i'm not fueled by an emotional attachment... i'm fueled by the thrill and rush of the chase and all the flirting and seduction that comes with it. i learned in class this week that seduction has connotations of power and of one individual bending another to their will...
yeah...aurora is right...i am a control freak...
i guess in a way its a good and bad thing that i have this habit of giving off an "i could care less attitude" when it comes to some of my relationships... (if you know me well...you'd know what i'm talking about)
but seriously...aside from making me appear cold-hearted and unkind...i think it's a bit of a defense mechanism...but mostly...it's probably because i could care less...
the only way i could describe it is...umm...this is a terrible analogy and my apologies beforehand to those individuals who may be offended by this... but i think in many ways...my attitude is that of a stereotypical chauvanistic male... basic indifference and this kind of "one-night stand" mentality mixed with the rush of the chase... i'm not fueled by an emotional attachment... i'm fueled by the thrill and rush of the chase and all the flirting and seduction that comes with it. i learned in class this week that seduction has connotations of power and of one individual bending another to their will...
yeah...aurora is right...i am a control freak...