Oh. Im not in the mood
No. I dont want to talk about it anymore.
1 MINUTE AGO: unpacking groceries
1 DAY AGO: watching kids in pool
1 WEEK AGO: drooling over her
1 YEAR AGO: swim practice, getting ready for champs
I HURT: all over...even on the inside
I LOVE: the wind in my hair
I HATE: it when i push others away
I FEAR: being gay, lonly, and unhappy 20 years from now
I HOPE: that things will fix themselves.
I FEEL: frustrated
I LISTEN: or try to listen to other's feelings
I HIDE: the little girl who wants to play
I DRIVE: myself insane
I PLAY: with my food
I MISS: rachel shone and my brother
I LEARNED: that a girl doesnt have to do what a girl has to do
I KNOW: that it'll never happen
I WAIT: for things to be alright
I NEED: a girl
I THINK: that i'm not gon make it til then
Current Clothes: black T, jeans, bare feet
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Dirty Vegas
Current Taste: red peppers, chicken, mushrooms cheese, pizza crust, and iced tea
Current Hair: messy bun
Current Annoyance: the voices
Current Smell: #5 Gourmet White Pizza (Pizza Peddler)
Current Desktop Picture: T.A.T.U kissing
Current Favorite bands/singers: Michelle Branch
Current Book: summer reading
Current Movie In VCR: rat race (dvd)
Current Refreshment: iced tea
Current Worry: what i will do when it happens
~girl
1 MINUTE AGO: unpacking groceries
1 DAY AGO: watching kids in pool
1 WEEK AGO: drooling over her
1 YEAR AGO: swim practice, getting ready for champs
I HURT: all over...even on the inside
I LOVE: the wind in my hair
I HATE: it when i push others away
I FEAR: being gay, lonly, and unhappy 20 years from now
I HOPE: that things will fix themselves.
I FEEL: frustrated
I LISTEN: or try to listen to other's feelings
I HIDE: the little girl who wants to play
I DRIVE: myself insane
I PLAY: with my food
I MISS: rachel shone and my brother
I LEARNED: that a girl doesnt have to do what a girl has to do
I KNOW: that it'll never happen
I WAIT: for things to be alright
I NEED: a girl
I THINK: that i'm not gon make it til then
Current Clothes: black T, jeans, bare feet
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Dirty Vegas
Current Taste: red peppers, chicken, mushrooms cheese, pizza crust, and iced tea
Current Hair: messy bun
Current Annoyance: the voices
Current Smell: #5 Gourmet White Pizza (Pizza Peddler)
Current Desktop Picture: T.A.T.U kissing
Current Favorite bands/singers: Michelle Branch
Current Book: summer reading
Current Movie In VCR: rat race (dvd)
Current Refreshment: iced tea
Current Worry: what i will do when it happens
~girl