Chapter VIII part i: Declaration
thing to clear; Jacob is not in love completely with Bella anymore. He loves her more as a sister then anything else now. But their relationship is still very strong.
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But I was selfish. I was set the way I was, and it was very rare to me to experience a real change. When Bella entered my life and became my midnight sun, it was a permanent change. There’s was no going back because I was selfish and she was all that I want.
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“GET OUT!!!” where the only words that Charlie could hush out before I exploded. That was the only word I could use to describe it. In every sense and way my anger boiled and erupted. Fur invested my body and I could see the tip of a muzzle forming. The feeling of ragged sharp teeth needed something to bite to. The unsteadiness and impulsiveness steered my body. My fetishism to rip, to hit, to hurt, to kill the parasite in front of me.
How dare you! I growled in my mind a second after I lunged my wolf body towards him. But he was fast, faster then I anticipated and rational thought was still lurking in him. He swiftly dodged my attack and launched himself to Charlie, like a bullet. Before any human reaction could tense, Charlie was already motionless on the floor. A heavy thud sounded, followed by a scream.
“What did you do?!” Bella’s voice cried in horror and her eyes revealed all sheer shock.
“Bella…” the parasite begun before I whipped my paw across his face. The crawl dug in and a scar was marked on his perfect stone face. No blood leaked.
He ignored the pain like there was none. But I had witness the agony of a vampire when have been slaughtered in the face and this was nowhere close. He just stood there, motionless are focused on only Bella.
“What did you do?!” Bella demanded again, voice staggered. She run toward him and hammered her fists to his chest, attempting to hurt him. Salty tears lushed out and stained his shirt. He was still motionless.
“Bella?” he cooed as crashed her body into his and whispered to her ear, “Charlie’s not dead… just unconscious. We don’t want Charlie to see us in monster form”
The sudden relaxedness in Bella was highly noticeably. She nodded and continued to glare that me. I froze by her reaction. I thought she would run out into the street screaming monster, but no. She was completely clam. She had not even hyperventilate like I expected. Her frame was perfectly still. Even breathing did not simulate from her.
“Change back, Jacob,” she stated. Her eyes were completely vacant and empty like one of those people from horror movies how had just been brainwashed. I was not surprised though. Who knows what the leech could do.
“Change back, Jacob,” she repeated when I didn’t move.
Bella’s voice was strange. Very empty, like a robot. Or the zombies that we saw the movie together with vomiting Mike. Her body was completely still as if she was a statue. He looked cold and frozen. Not human. Not Bella. There was no warmth radiating from her. How did she know? I thought she had forgotten about my werewolf form. She didn’t remember the parasites, did she remember my monster relations?
(Note to my BETA: This part is hard to explain. Bella has sorta been brainwashed by God. He was trying to clam down Jacob through Bella. Bella has no clue what she is doing. maybe you could help me elaborate this paragraph. Thank you)
I’ll only change back if you let go of her, I thought to the leech.
“No, I will only let go of her if you change first.” Edward compromised.
I didn't move but growled. Edward was still restraining and Bella was still lifeless.
I took a deep breathe and released the anger. Only after a few moments I was back into my jeans, only ripped. The chest was bare. But by the way the leech and Bella were looking at me, I felt completely naked. Unnatural.
“Your request is accomplished, now for mine” I said harshly.
“And what is you request, dog?” his voice was disgustingly polite and smooth.
“Leave here and never come back!” I roared out the words.
“Bella,” he turned her body around and lifted up her chin, then asked, “What do you want me to do?”
Bella was silent. I looked at her eyes again, and there was no light. As if her soul was completely gone. She lifted her hands to his cheek in a motion like she was controlled with a remote. Ragged and disorientated and said, “I want to know who you are.”
That was not her voice.
Empty. Everything about her was empty. I took the a werewolf hesitation to obverse her. I had noticed her skin, it use to be to loose with purplish eyes. Now they was creamy pale, like the day i met her at the prom. When she was content. It was almost as if it was glowing. i looked at the parasite. i knew had noticed it too. He could not take his eyes away from her. Holding her body so close that i was afaid she might break. Her tee shirt, it was tore at the back. like a lions paw had scratched the woven cloth.There were brusies on her knees, a row of them. Her hair was unkempt and she looked at tried and limp. Like they alway would when her was thursted into a near-death experience.
The leech had hurt her.
Currently experiencing major writer’s block. Will stop here.
IMPORTANT NOTICE
You must all really hate me now. But I have another sad announcement to make. My school work is getting a little bit crazy, so many exams and I am experiencing fatal writer’s block. So I don’t think I will be able to post regular chapters anymore. But luckily, since I live in the southern hemisphere, school holidays are different. I’ll be on school holidays in two weeks!!! After these weeks I will be able to post and write again. Hopefully the writer’s block with not lingers til then too.
I also like to thank everybody for posting a review. Your comments are really hopeful when I have writer’s block. You guys give me suggestion and they are all quite fabulous.
Thank you and sorry.
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