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today sucked as far as afterschool goes. you know how i always wear my little collar at school? well today i was walking to the car for mum to pick me up and i had forgotten to take it off. she already told me not to wear it on my neck and to double it and make it a wristband or something. but i didnt. sOoOo, she got all pissed at me in the car saying how she cant trust me and bla bla bla. it only amused me about how much this little flimsy collar thing bothers her. so what if i wear it to school? she doesnt see it. and plus, it looks stupid wrapped twice around my wrist and its uncomfortable.
so now she claims that she'll never let me go to sunset (or anywhere with my friends in that matter) without being supervised by an adult. you dont know how many times i have heard that before. i mean, i just went to sunset on saturday night! oh, and by the way, that was pretty fun. ill have to post pictures n shit tomorrow...or at the end of the week according to my *punishment*. no phone, no internet and no going over to anyones house or going out anywhere altogether. for a week. the only reason why im online right now is because i lied to her and told her i needed to check a teachers website for homework. and of course when i said that, she blew up at me again asking why i just didnt write down the homework in the first place so i wouldnt have to go online and check. pish. my mum sucks. but yeah, when we were in the car she immediatley calls my dad to inform him of what ive done (nothing sinful..?) and to tell him to 'give me a talk' when he gets in from work. what the fuck. i dont feel like going through with this shit. i plan to say this to him, no matter how rebellious, defiant, or stupid it may sound:
'i wont speak my opinion because it does not seem to matter.'
and then he'll just go on with his dumb talk. the only reason why my dad does 'the talk' (which is really him trying to scream at me and try to get me to say sorry and kiss his ass) is because my mum cant do it herself. all she can do is get mad and scream at me...and never even make a good point. this week is gonna suck hard. i can see that it will.
so now she claims that she'll never let me go to sunset (or anywhere with my friends in that matter) without being supervised by an adult. you dont know how many times i have heard that before. i mean, i just went to sunset on saturday night! oh, and by the way, that was pretty fun. ill have to post pictures n shit tomorrow...or at the end of the week according to my *punishment*. no phone, no internet and no going over to anyones house or going out anywhere altogether. for a week. the only reason why im online right now is because i lied to her and told her i needed to check a teachers website for homework. and of course when i said that, she blew up at me again asking why i just didnt write down the homework in the first place so i wouldnt have to go online and check. pish. my mum sucks. but yeah, when we were in the car she immediatley calls my dad to inform him of what ive done (nothing sinful..?) and to tell him to 'give me a talk' when he gets in from work. what the fuck. i dont feel like going through with this shit. i plan to say this to him, no matter how rebellious, defiant, or stupid it may sound:
'i wont speak my opinion because it does not seem to matter.'
and then he'll just go on with his dumb talk. the only reason why my dad does 'the talk' (which is really him trying to scream at me and try to get me to say sorry and kiss his ass) is because my mum cant do it herself. all she can do is get mad and scream at me...and never even make a good point. this week is gonna suck hard. i can see that it will.