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Hungry and bored, sitting in the lab and waiting for it to be 7.
I'm not sure about this research thing anymore...yeah, I'd be good at it, but is it how I really want to spend my life? Or is it just a safety plan? Sure, there are a few exciting moments here and there, but I'm never HAPPY doing research. Although, it is true that I've only been working as an assistant and have never got to see a project to its end or executed my own ideas. So this could change.
Whenever I thought about my future, the focus was always on performing. Research was always something I thought of as a way to pay the bills while doing something interesting. I've never dreamt or even really thought about teaching or running a lab or anything like that. So maybe there is my answer, that research comes second to singing.
Eh, I've got 2 more years to think about it.
I'm not sure about this research thing anymore...yeah, I'd be good at it, but is it how I really want to spend my life? Or is it just a safety plan? Sure, there are a few exciting moments here and there, but I'm never HAPPY doing research. Although, it is true that I've only been working as an assistant and have never got to see a project to its end or executed my own ideas. So this could change.
Whenever I thought about my future, the focus was always on performing. Research was always something I thought of as a way to pay the bills while doing something interesting. I've never dreamt or even really thought about teaching or running a lab or anything like that. So maybe there is my answer, that research comes second to singing.
Eh, I've got 2 more years to think about it.