Oct 28, 2004 16:37
So, today was ok. My favorite part was when Mr. Kelly was out and we had a sub. That was awesome. LOL.
Micki scared the crap out of me today. I was talking to Emma after spanish and then Micki comes behind me and hugs me from behind and that just scared the shit out of me. I'm glad I met Micki. I hope that we stay together for a long time. She helps a lot. I tell her stuff and she gives me advice. She's sooo cool.
I have a crap load of homework. DAMN!!! I am sooo behind in all of my classes. I can't memorize my hw in English, I can't keep up with social studies, I suck in math, I don't get science, Tech ed is just stupid, Spanish is kinda hard, and it's just so annoying. I even have social problems. I guess it's just everything at home has changed, schools gotten harder, and then that leads to my friends leaving me. Idk, it's just people at school are giving me shit when they don't even know what's going on at home with my family. I wish that people would put away the comments about me and micki and just stop saying shit about ME. It's bad enough people are talking shit about me behind my back. I just wish it all stopped.
A bunch of my friends are like going crazy. I just am scared for them... and me. I mean, they are not sleeping, they are all depressed, they basically have the same shit that I have. It's not going to lead to Drugs or alchohol, but it's just not doing to great. I wish it was better...