May 17, 2009 21:23
I'm not quite sure if my heading is accurate. Things seems to be progressing, not in the most ideal way, but nothing horrible. I guess in this life, we should be happy even if little things go wrong, because things could be much worse. This past weekend seemed to be an uneventful one, my first in the past few weeks. After several weeks of driving to Riverside, more or less, I was finally able to just sit back and relax around the valley. I was able to spend time with my family, especially with my brother back from his trip to the Philippines. I finally broke down and requested for him to bring me back a Manny Pacquiao shirt. I guess it is nice for to be proud of my heritage and what he has done for our country. It'll be a sad day when he finally has to retire, but for now you gotta live in the moment.
This past week has been my first real quite week. Also, if you include the fact that I choose to take a break from the gym this week, means so much time to myself. Although I had some much needed rest and time to read, there was also so much time for reflection. When you're not constantly moving on to the next thing on your to do list, you have a lot of time to reflect on your life. Things that you may have pushed away from consciousness because of work go center stage when you have time to breath. To be honest, things are so much better than they were before. Though, I may not be 100 percent there yet, I have accomplished a lot and I have a right to be happy for it. Though most people may be over it by now, it's okay for me because I'm not in a rush. I know if I really wanted to, i could start all over again, but I know that would not be the healthy and intelligent thing to do. I have to wait until the wound is completely healed until I can get back to it. It may take awhile, but it should be worth the wait.
~kris