the end is so close yet so fucking far away....
hm... dear world,
its been a while since i have had the time to put my thoughts up. then again everyone just died here on LJ. This year has been great and sad too. I have mentioned this a lot but damn... reality kinda sucks but hey its good home cleaning for the soul. no more deadweight. im just kinda sorry for all the time i wasted on people who wont matter anymore to me. I have left with a small handful of people and for that I am so grateful.
Its annoyin to see and listen to all the fakeness and flakiness. its unbearable... makes me want to slap the bitches. I cant wait to get the next two weeks over with quick. Im looking extremely forward to my summer. I want it to be the absolute best ever! With work, learning, activities, partying, clubbing and hanging out, living it up before school again
As far as college goes im just stressing a lil about the money, i really hope that my faith is well put and something good will come out of it. Despite the feeling that karma is gonna bite me in the ass and kill me over and over again. i just hope im lucky enough to make it. it would be so great. i think my time at SMU will be awesome. being close to home and all that i hold true and dear. like my dog...
in these last few days i want to take a billion pictures of all the people i know and be geeky and get everyone to autograph my books. im almost tempted to get a MySpace just to keep in touch with people but not sure if i feel like conforming. hehe.
totally trying to kill time here...work is boring and im slowing my progress down so that i dont have to do anything... yay...
its been a while since i have had the time to put my thoughts up. then again everyone just died here on LJ. This year has been great and sad too. I have mentioned this a lot but damn... reality kinda sucks but hey its good home cleaning for the soul. no more deadweight. im just kinda sorry for all the time i wasted on people who wont matter anymore to me. I have left with a small handful of people and for that I am so grateful.
Its annoyin to see and listen to all the fakeness and flakiness. its unbearable... makes me want to slap the bitches. I cant wait to get the next two weeks over with quick. Im looking extremely forward to my summer. I want it to be the absolute best ever! With work, learning, activities, partying, clubbing and hanging out, living it up before school again
As far as college goes im just stressing a lil about the money, i really hope that my faith is well put and something good will come out of it. Despite the feeling that karma is gonna bite me in the ass and kill me over and over again. i just hope im lucky enough to make it. it would be so great. i think my time at SMU will be awesome. being close to home and all that i hold true and dear. like my dog...
in these last few days i want to take a billion pictures of all the people i know and be geeky and get everyone to autograph my books. im almost tempted to get a MySpace just to keep in touch with people but not sure if i feel like conforming. hehe.
totally trying to kill time here...work is boring and im slowing my progress down so that i dont have to do anything... yay...