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Jan 19, 2005 05:20

I'm tired of you. Tired of the things you do.
I don't understand you. I try but you refuse.
People tell me things about you
But to me, they're hardly true.

Yesterday, I find,
That everything is a lie.
There is no sympathy
No kindness or even courtesy.
But what was I expecting?
With a glare I knew what existed there.

Stop pretending.
It surrounds us and I hate it all.
Stop lying to yourself.
Because I can see through your actions and words
I can't stand you.
I can't stand you.

It may be difficult to relate
But sometimes we just hate.
I try to understand
I try to understand.
People can always change
But it's hard to believe it.
What causes this pain?

Optimism or Pessimism
Which do we choose?
Black or White?
It's all grey to me.

Standing here in the open woods
I hear the rumbling and teh tumbling
The past wars, crimes, rapes, and destruction
The current wars, crimes, rapes, and destruction
Surely, we can rise above that...

In a world of modern developments
Where we hurt ourselves and each other only for amusement
Is there hope? Will there by any salvation?
The escapes we choose breaks and puts us back again
But what puts us back? ....and what breaks us?

People are not as innocent as they look. I want to believe in the best of people but it's difficult when you are a natural pessimist and when you have to hear about how people feel from others beacuse people don't talk to you (which leads to another question, how can someone hold a grudge against you when you don't even talk to them? Natural dislike, I believe so? It happened to me twice or maybe thrice already. Do I smell? hehe. )
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