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umm hey sorry i havent been writing in here for a while umm right now i am on teh phone with david annd tara so like A LOT of shit has happened!!!! like a party at my house inviting every1 wasnt a good idea.....aand then ppl like fighting and stufff ugh it gets mee soo maad! umm yeah it was not a good idea i meam like everyonewas on my back ang ugh i dont want to talk about it!!! yeah raul aand i have been talking to eaach othher for the past week non stop its crazy! idk if no one likes him, and then i have mixed feelings between him david and ian idk what 2 do and now i am in another cirle of shit!WAH itss not cool, i mean like at first the drama wasnt bad nd noww its everywhere soooooooo not cool. wah i wanna dig a big ass hole and hide inside it lol and bee in a coffin heh and like die that would be weird1 ppl would acutally care if i were to die! i cant believe it my mom past away the day before my birthday and yeah DAVID made it kinda worse at my party he wasnt being cool he was pissing me off so fucking much its like so not cool*sigh* and well yeah them talking about my friends ugh it made it even worse!!!!! Yeah so like it is not cool yeah i want to seriously die i fell not belonged its no ones fault really its just shit is happening! but yeah i can not take this damn DRAMA its driving me insane its so not fun i seriously hate it and its like ugh but yeah well i am getting annoyed with everyone iming me and i cant freaking type!!!well ill write more later! much love to all!