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Life feels pointless at the moment
no im not going to go emo
its just the point of my "highschool" life
i just want to give up on everything.
im confused on a guy, he is leading me on
but we dont talk at school.
hes cute and im not
i wish i was pretty, not ugly
i wish i was skinny, not fat.
i know most girls want this but i really want it.
School really doesn't help any.
i see him every single day with that slut.
and i ask myself
"what does she have that i don't,
why is she so much better than me"
i have speech next period and i hate my teacher
shes a bitch and asks for way to much
and never gives us enough time.
i feel bad because one night i was drunk
and i told this boy something i was supposed to
sorry andrea
i think i should just go home for a while.
or away.
i cant wait till summer
because next year baby,
im coming back a new person :]
♥ Laynuh™
no im not going to go emo
its just the point of my "highschool" life
i just want to give up on everything.
im confused on a guy, he is leading me on
but we dont talk at school.
hes cute and im not
i wish i was pretty, not ugly
i wish i was skinny, not fat.
i know most girls want this but i really want it.
School really doesn't help any.
i see him every single day with that slut.
and i ask myself
"what does she have that i don't,
why is she so much better than me"
i have speech next period and i hate my teacher
shes a bitch and asks for way to much
and never gives us enough time.
i feel bad because one night i was drunk
and i told this boy something i was supposed to
sorry andrea
i think i should just go home for a while.
or away.
i cant wait till summer
because next year baby,
im coming back a new person :]
♥ Laynuh™