Oct 13, 2005 21:42
1. last night, i stood andy up. just giving him a dose of his own medicine.
2. Jeremy's ex is putting my name in her mouth and i don't even know her.
3. went to Waukesha today. i was by Joe's house and i didn't even remember which direction it was in. so sad. he might not be here right now. so sad.
4. i got my period
5. Spent the whole day with Jeremy yesterday
6. Yomaris seems to be really fond of jeremy. today we were playing and she ran to jeremy for shelter because i was the "giant". FEE FI FO FUM (spelling)
i know what jeremy and i have isn't exactly perfect but i'm fine with that. i mean i'm not head over heels but i don't not like him either. i like the pace of our relationship. nothing is being rushed or ... what's the word ... planned. i would hate to have a relationship planned. life is about going with the flow, rolling with the punches, not planning it out. i mean, yea, plan it a little but to have it all strenched (spelling) out in front of you like a map, a little psycho.
about the kids jumping random people at RIVERSIDE, that's so stupid. you seriously need to stop that. that's cruel and mean. too bad you can't be pronounced as sociopaths until your an adult.
today was a good/bad day. my dad is talking to me again. yep. so i guess that's good.
Javier's wedding is this weekend so i have to look like a "MAMA SITA" (spelling again.) but i don't know if jeremy can do which makes me sad because that's sweetest day and i wanted to spend the day with him. if he can't, tear tear.
i asked jeremy some questions today and i'm happy that he trusted me enough to tell me the truth. i'm glad he trusts me.
slow and steady win the race.