Oct 09, 2005 21:12
my dad is an asshole. if he doesn't pick me up tonight, i'll be at jeremy's for the night. in yo face dad.
yea. i'm at jeremy's house now. that's fun. Rocky horror was fun. throwing rice and toast and toilet paper. and what dana did last night was great. i really hate this one person and let's just say that person didn't smell too pleasant by the end of the night. and we were gonna go to MA FISHER'S but someone was choking and so we didn't go.
yep.
yep.
ha ha ha ha. lols.... lmao.... i'm being stupid right now. ahhaha...
going to the show on hallow's eve too. that's alicia's birthday. hmm...
man men get me so frustrated. everyone. first, lloyd. second, andy. third, maurice. fourth, andy. now, jeremy. and then andy wants to be up in this shit again. that'll be go numbero three. he just won't quit. i keep pushing him away emotionally but maybe i might have to push him away physically. i don't know. i hate men in general. they're all bad. they all fuck you over one way or another. or maybe both.
but jeremy is on my good side right now. oh yea. jeremy and i are not a couple. even though it may look like we are, we're really not.
to ANDY: you fucken hurt the fuck out of my heart. did you know that? gave you my heart and you had it for a long time but now, you don't have it. no one has it. you can't get it back. you ain't getting it back. i'm sick of playing this game with you. we've been going at this for about TWO YEARS! what the fuck is that. andy, stop. i'm not worth it. over the past few months, i've become a cold hearted bitch. but i'm strong. i got over you. if you really think there's a chance with you and me, you'll have to wait, for a long time. patience is key you damn homo sapien.
wow tht felt good. hmmmmm.....
to jeremy: you're an idiot and you know it. but the good thing is that you know it. that's one of the reasons why i like you so much. you make me smile, something that hasn't happened in a long time. since andy to be in fact. i won't replace you with that idiot. no worries.
to nina: screw evette. you deserved the lead.
i hate people. i'm so mood swingish right now that it's funny. ahahha. lmao.