Just another random rant
It's probably just the weather getting cooler,
Or the couples that I see
In the theaters,
At the mall,
At school,
On TV,
And it really works a number on me.
I love my family and friends.
But there's something else I feel like I need in my life.
It's easy for me to say, "I don't need it; I'd just prefer to have it."
But do I really believe that?
Seriously, this posting's getting more pathetic by the moment.
Dumb holidays.
I love celebrating the real reason for Christmas.
I hate getting caught up in the feeling that I have to find someone to start a relationship with.
Am I mad? Upset? Lonely? Mostly just lonely.
Maybe I'll stop listening to Goo Goo Dolls, Boys II Men, and All 4 One for a little while.
And seeing "Just Friends" four times didn't help much, either.
Stupid Hollywood.
Maybe there's a girl I'm thinking of right now,
Someone that I'd like to be able to be honest with about my feelings,
To tell her, "You're a beautiful,
intelligent,
funny,
kind,
and heart-warming individual, and I can't stop thinking about you.
The best part of my week is getting to see you for 5, maybe 10 minutes at most.
Your laugh,
Your smile,
It really does make everything else worthwhile,
and at the same time,
Worth nothing compared to making you happy."
Oh, how I want you to know that,
Even if you don't feel the same.
The days seem to get longer, and the nights colder.
But I know you're out there,
And I pray you're doing well,
That you're waiting for me, too.
I don't hate the holidays; just the baggage that seems to come with it.
Or the couples that I see
In the theaters,
At the mall,
At school,
On TV,
And it really works a number on me.
I love my family and friends.
But there's something else I feel like I need in my life.
It's easy for me to say, "I don't need it; I'd just prefer to have it."
But do I really believe that?
Seriously, this posting's getting more pathetic by the moment.
Dumb holidays.
I love celebrating the real reason for Christmas.
I hate getting caught up in the feeling that I have to find someone to start a relationship with.
Am I mad? Upset? Lonely? Mostly just lonely.
Maybe I'll stop listening to Goo Goo Dolls, Boys II Men, and All 4 One for a little while.
And seeing "Just Friends" four times didn't help much, either.
Stupid Hollywood.
Maybe there's a girl I'm thinking of right now,
Someone that I'd like to be able to be honest with about my feelings,
To tell her, "You're a beautiful,
intelligent,
funny,
kind,
and heart-warming individual, and I can't stop thinking about you.
The best part of my week is getting to see you for 5, maybe 10 minutes at most.
Your laugh,
Your smile,
It really does make everything else worthwhile,
and at the same time,
Worth nothing compared to making you happy."
Oh, how I want you to know that,
Even if you don't feel the same.
The days seem to get longer, and the nights colder.
But I know you're out there,
And I pray you're doing well,
That you're waiting for me, too.
I don't hate the holidays; just the baggage that seems to come with it.