2021
We're still in a pandemic...still making most of life at home. It is most convenient to have husband at home with us...we will definitely miss him when he eventually has to go back to the office.
Kid is spending her first school experience in virtual kindergarten...feels mostly a unique blessing, yet I am not sure that she's getting the best learning experience at home with us. Many distractions at home...
I had a very vivid and clear dream the other night...I saw a few ppl that I haven't seen in quite a long time...almost 10 years. How time flies. After I got married, everyone got busy and went their separate ways...started to drift away. I guess that is natural. It is hard to keep up. Or maybe we are just too lazy to keep up. As they say, it seems that the older we get, the less friends we have (ppl that you actually talk to at least once a week or ppl that you would see every 1-2 years at minimum).
I still have fond memories of my friendship with certain ppl that, during the time we had, spent a lot of key time with. Ppl that I felt truly cared and I was truly had happy times with.
Anyways, it feels weird to randomly try to message someone you haven't talked to in a very long time...so long ago that you don't even know if their number is still the same.
Perhaps our attitude is the same ... we think that others are "fine without us" ... so we keep busy with our lives, and only talk to the very immediate ppl in our circles (ppl that you would see everyday - fam/work/friends with lots of free time to chat with ya). Meet new ppl and make new friends...the older ones are...well...placed on a shelf...like a yearbook or photobook, that maybe...maybe...one day one will remember again and reminisce about. Or maybe not...haha.
Anyways...no matter what...I have only best wishes for certain friends who presently, are not in my "talking circle"...it's okay...I totally understand. I think this is something we all do...especially if one used to be very social (or is still very social)...you just couldn't possibly keep up with everyone in your past...
But I'm glad...at one of the key moments of my life (aka wedding)...you were there.
So I'd better write a little note so I remember who was in my dream...who I would like to reconnect with "someday"....haha. 57311317 70179 I hope you are well and safe out there.