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[azn_lilli]

I have a tendency to avoid things that I don't know how to face...but eventually one can't run away forever...have to decide and move on...

I am in a rare mood right now...a very deep truth discovering thinking mode...

I sit here thinking and thinking and thinking...how to describe how I feel? How to describe what I truly want? I don't know how...

Life is a gamble and I've already placed my bet
It is too late to doubt -- too late to regret
At the end of the day I am all alone
No matter what I will make it through on my own