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Heh, i've been really neglecting this.
We Finally Made It.
We graduated from Gates Chili High School. We're now Gates Alumni. I still have no come to terms with it. I mean i don't feel any different, it just seems like another summer vacation. I know it was my last year of high school, i just don't feel it yet. I have not really realized it yet i guess if that makes any sense.
And people have changed so much since i've first met them. I've changed a lot too. Not sure if its for the better or worse. Sometimes i feel like i'm just being a jerk to everyone when i'm not trying to. What happened to the old Brian Kim? The one with long hair, who did not ever hurt people, who was nice to everyone and one of the most passive people you could ever meet. How do people change so much? What caused me to changed so much? Not exactly sure if i like what i am now. I was always that boy that girls were really good friends with but were just too close to to date. I was living proof that "nice guys finish last" And now i sometimes think i'm just a big jerk.
Drama was all i had in the first two weeks of my summer vacation. Stuff with Quinneka and Amber. Not getting into that. I'm sure you already know anyway. Bleh.
This summer should be fun though. I leave for Canada today. Its gonna be sweet. One full week of fishing.
I'm going to bed. Good night. I'll see you all in a week. Later.
We Finally Made It.
We graduated from Gates Chili High School. We're now Gates Alumni. I still have no come to terms with it. I mean i don't feel any different, it just seems like another summer vacation. I know it was my last year of high school, i just don't feel it yet. I have not really realized it yet i guess if that makes any sense.
And people have changed so much since i've first met them. I've changed a lot too. Not sure if its for the better or worse. Sometimes i feel like i'm just being a jerk to everyone when i'm not trying to. What happened to the old Brian Kim? The one with long hair, who did not ever hurt people, who was nice to everyone and one of the most passive people you could ever meet. How do people change so much? What caused me to changed so much? Not exactly sure if i like what i am now. I was always that boy that girls were really good friends with but were just too close to to date. I was living proof that "nice guys finish last" And now i sometimes think i'm just a big jerk.
Drama was all i had in the first two weeks of my summer vacation. Stuff with Quinneka and Amber. Not getting into that. I'm sure you already know anyway. Bleh.
This summer should be fun though. I leave for Canada today. Its gonna be sweet. One full week of fishing.
I'm going to bed. Good night. I'll see you all in a week. Later.