I miss you so much. I really don't want to lose my best friend. You are like my big brother. I can't stop fweling so fucking crappy. Ever since you stopped talking to me I've been feeling sad as hell....espcially whenever I see you with my cousin...which is practically all of the time. I heard that you said that you wouldn't talk to me until Im my old self again. I've tried so hard to be like I used to. I really have. But it doesn't change how you don't want to be around me or talk to me anymore. At the beginning of the year everything was great. I had good friends, i did well in school, and i had a kinda good home life. Right now...Jaye has EVERYTHING and I have shit....the one thing I wanted that I thought she could never have was you. But now you are like her best friend. To me you are a stranger. I dont want to hear that things have been going on in your life. If things were, how the hell would it effect our relationship? You trat me differently than everyone else and not in a good way either. If you haven't noticed I have a more fucked up life than you do. I hate your stupid excuses for being such an ass! Making things up so that you don't have to tell the truth. Well, the truth is that you and me are not best friends. I cant even say that we are even friends. I have been waiting soo long for you and me to become close again, but I sure as hell cant wait for you to become your old self again. I cant walk behind you and Jaye without being jealous. I really am invisable to you now. I know that. I am finally realizing that we're not friends. Don't even tell me that we are. Cuz we are not. You walk by me without a glance. I say hi to you and you walk past me then go and flirt like shit with Jaye. You are a liar! You said you would never want to go out with her or like her. But then you did. I know that you and Zazzie are going out, but still. I know that you would go out with her. But I dont really care about a cousin whos talks shit behind my back. I love you more than you know, but if you can't be honest with me and be my friend just dont talk to me. Dont look at me. And dont try to be nice to me. Cuz all you've ever done this year was made me cry and try to be something I'm not. Yeah...I'm not like I used to be. Deal with it cuz what you see is what you get. So...I guess this is it. You and me will prolly not talk much anymore (Im used to it now)...so bye.
02. How and where did we meet: We met in my "crib" when we were 2
03. What's my middle name: Monick
04. How long have you known me: ummm... a while
05. Tell me one good thing about myself: You're interesting
06. When you first saw me what was your impression: IDK, I guess "HI?"
07. My age: 12
08. Birthday: Dec. 21, 1991
09. My favorite band at the moment: 3LW?
10. My color eyes: Brown
11. Do I have any siblings: 2, Andy and Makara
12. Have you ever had a crush on me: NOPE
13. What's one of my favorite things to do: Go Running
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you: Hey!
15. Describe me in 3 words: Weird, interesting and a little too smart
16. Name 5 things I love: Derek, Guys, someone I can't say *cough* some1's bf *cough*, MuZiK, and ummm... sports
17. Do you think I'm good looking: yeah
18. How would you describe me to someone: asian?
19. Would you ever date me: I know how much you want me too but sry no.. LOL
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did: WTF!!!
21: What do you like most about me: That you will be honest with me like tell me if I am ugly or not lol.
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do: ummm... play soccer and talk?
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight: Fuck YEAH!!!
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years: Well, we've been friends for about 10 yrs. already so yep!
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: Uchi uch, it's gross
26. What do you think my weakness is? GUYS!!!
27. Do you think I'll get married? Yeah
28. What makes me happy? Guys
29. What makes me sad? Guys
30. What reminds you of me? Dereks watch LOL
31. If you could give me anything what would it be? Derek's watch even though you probably already have it...
32. When's the last time you saw me? 3 hours ago
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? stronger
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? sometimes
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? Yep!!
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why? Cookies and cream... you got a lil white in you... LOL
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me? umm... Just lose it? By Eminem?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? That you are obsessed with white guys
39. Would you make a move on me? Psh! I know you want me too cuz Im so hott but sry no. LOL
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day? Yeah, I see you Every fuckin day...
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To: Parath
From: Olivia
I miss you so much. I really don't want to lose my best friend. You are like my big brother. I can't stop fweling so fucking crappy. Ever since you stopped talking to me I've been feeling sad as hell....espcially whenever I see you with my cousin...which is practically all of the time. I heard that you said that you wouldn't talk to me until Im my old self again. I've tried so hard to be like I used to. I really have. But it doesn't change how you don't want to be around me or talk to me anymore. At the beginning of the year everything was great. I had good friends, i did well in school, and i had a kinda good home life. Right now...Jaye has EVERYTHING and I have shit....the one thing I wanted that I thought she could never have was you. But now you are like her best friend. To me you are a stranger. I dont want to hear that things have been going on in your life. If things were, how the hell would it effect our relationship? You trat me differently than everyone else and not in a good way either. If you haven't noticed I have a more fucked up life than you do. I hate your stupid excuses for being such an ass! Making things up so that you don't have to tell the truth. Well, the truth is that you and me are not best friends. I cant even say that we are even friends. I have been waiting soo long for you and me to become close again, but I sure as hell cant wait for you to become your old self again. I cant walk behind you and Jaye without being jealous. I really am invisable to you now. I know that. I am finally realizing that we're not friends. Don't even tell me that we are. Cuz we are not. You walk by me without a glance. I say hi to you and you walk past me then go and flirt like shit with Jaye. You are a liar! You said you would never want to go out with her or like her. But then you did. I know that you and Zazzie are going out, but still. I know that you would go out with her. But I dont really care about a cousin whos talks shit behind my back. I love you more than you know, but if you can't be honest with me and be my friend just dont talk to me. Dont look at me. And dont try to be nice to me. Cuz all you've ever done this year was made me cry and try to be something I'm not. Yeah...I'm not like I used to be. Deal with it cuz what you see is what you get. So...I guess this is it. You and me will prolly not talk much anymore (Im used to it now)...so bye.
~Love Always~
Olivia Uch
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