Singin' oooh-ho, oooh-ho, oooh... oooh.
Well, that last entry was a weird one. I can't believe I wrote so much and I'm surprised people took the time to read it. I don't think this will be another one of those entries, if that's what you're wondering.
I am currently bobbing my head to Weezer's discography. Makes me feel like a total dork or geek but I don't care 'cause I can't help it. The head bobbing shall not cease! Well, unless it gives me a headache or something then I guess I kinda have to...
Not being able to sleep well really sucks. I hate the fact that I get up every morning feeling restless. I know I already mope around the house but it just makes me... mopey-er? It makes me kind of absent-minded too. I feel like my thought process is a lot slower than usual. My reactions... are... slow... Yup.
Oh, this reminds me of something my friend mentioned the other day. "The first thing you should do when you wake up is smile because it's supposed to make you feel better." Um, yeah... I kinda forgot about that until right now. Let's see what happens tomorrow morning, yeah? Anyone wanna try that with me? :D Hopefully I'll remember, but knowing me, I'm bound to forget.
"You just seem like you're not amused." That's what my friend said to me yesterday after I told her about the prozac making me feel nothing. I couldn't laugh while everyone else was laughing! It was retarded. I'm retarded. What the retardness, retard.
Oh lookie, I didn't cuss in this entry like I did on the last one. I guess it was just a day where I felt like using a lotta profanity 'cause I don't want to right now--FUCKITY FUCKING FUCKER FUCK. I'm kidding, I really don't feel like cussing though.
Feel like you're in quicksand?
Well,
Don't bite the hand that feeds you.
Don't pick the scab that bleeds.
Don't sink to the bottom.
Don't forget to breathe.
Learn when to walk away.
Learn when to stay.
Learn that there's no gain without pain.
Learn that it's gonna be okay.
Remind yourself to keep going.
Remind yourself to never give up.
Remind yourself that everything matters.
Remind yourself that you matter.
And remember that I'm here,
Every step of the way.
I am currently bobbing my head to Weezer's discography. Makes me feel like a total dork or geek but I don't care 'cause I can't help it. The head bobbing shall not cease! Well, unless it gives me a headache or something then I guess I kinda have to...
Not being able to sleep well really sucks. I hate the fact that I get up every morning feeling restless. I know I already mope around the house but it just makes me... mopey-er? It makes me kind of absent-minded too. I feel like my thought process is a lot slower than usual. My reactions... are... slow... Yup.
Oh, this reminds me of something my friend mentioned the other day. "The first thing you should do when you wake up is smile because it's supposed to make you feel better." Um, yeah... I kinda forgot about that until right now. Let's see what happens tomorrow morning, yeah? Anyone wanna try that with me? :D Hopefully I'll remember, but knowing me, I'm bound to forget.
"You just seem like you're not amused." That's what my friend said to me yesterday after I told her about the prozac making me feel nothing. I couldn't laugh while everyone else was laughing! It was retarded. I'm retarded. What the retardness, retard.
Oh lookie, I didn't cuss in this entry like I did on the last one. I guess it was just a day where I felt like using a lotta profanity 'cause I don't want to right now--FUCKITY FUCKING FUCKER FUCK. I'm kidding, I really don't feel like cussing though.
Feel like you're in quicksand?
Well,
Don't bite the hand that feeds you.
Don't pick the scab that bleeds.
Don't sink to the bottom.
Don't forget to breathe.
Learn when to walk away.
Learn when to stay.
Learn that there's no gain without pain.
Learn that it's gonna be okay.
Remind yourself to keep going.
Remind yourself to never give up.
Remind yourself that everything matters.
Remind yourself that you matter.
And remember that I'm here,
Every step of the way.