The roller coaster that is my life.
I just came back from going for a walk, which was definitely good. The weather here is very nice today, a good change from all the thunderstorms. I've just been so worked up all the time these past few weeks. So much more stress than I want to deal with. Yesterday and today my mother and I had some disagreements but they've been largely resolved and I feel good about that. I think the cumulative stress is getting to me though. Since I've been stressed almost constantly these past few weeks it feels like even the slightest things set me off. I feel like I need to take a break from a lot of things, just take a reprise and get my shit together again.
So far I like work a lot! Which is AWESOME. It's nice to make money and enjoy the time while you do it. It actually de-stresses me a lot. I like most of my co-workers and the stress free interactions with them are so nice. My boss is a little rigid with how she would like things done, but in truth she's very appreciative and kind. I've been losing weight since I've been working and on most of my days off I look forward to working again!
So overall my home life and my work life are pretty stress free and I enjoy that, I enjoy the calm that I need so desperately but each week still feels like such a roller coaster that its starting to wear on my nerves and mental well being. I think I need to take a step back from things and just take everything less seriously. As bad as it sounds, I think I need to take my responsibilities and interactions with people less seriously, just for a week or two.
So far I like work a lot! Which is AWESOME. It's nice to make money and enjoy the time while you do it. It actually de-stresses me a lot. I like most of my co-workers and the stress free interactions with them are so nice. My boss is a little rigid with how she would like things done, but in truth she's very appreciative and kind. I've been losing weight since I've been working and on most of my days off I look forward to working again!
So overall my home life and my work life are pretty stress free and I enjoy that, I enjoy the calm that I need so desperately but each week still feels like such a roller coaster that its starting to wear on my nerves and mental well being. I think I need to take a step back from things and just take everything less seriously. As bad as it sounds, I think I need to take my responsibilities and interactions with people less seriously, just for a week or two.