D7

Dec 03, 2010 02:17

the original plan was for the zoo. but it was still so cold and rainy. and i had to return the sheep placenta creme. so we went to china town to try our luck first then see what to do for the rest of the day.

we took the city tram to burke street then walked to china town. everything was still closed. nothing opens on sunday till after 11am. hyper was hungry, and complainy, and not happy. yet he didn't want to stop anywhere for food... just hard to deal with. we got the the store, and the manager wasn't around so the clerk can't do returns. she did show me how to pump the fluid out. had to shake first. but then in order to return it, we had to go back after 3pm, so we just gave up. we got some buns for lunch. we picked it out and had to actually go to seven eleven to get more money out of the atm. then walked to the food court and ate. restaurants still were not open...

we then walked towards federation square, and there were open booths all around with independent artists selling expensive stuff. i've already seen all the stuff around, and hyper was not happy... we'd just stand in place and stare out into space if he was not following me, and i had already seen it all, and just wanted him to enjoy melbourne a bit. we went to ACMI and hung around. out side, we checked out even more stalls, and we got some mini pancakes with strawberry jam. it was quite good.

next up was the sexpo. at that point i was feeling pretty down because it was my last day, I had barely had any time to spend with hyper, and on our day together, he's being so... indifferent. i just wanted to go home and crawl under the covers. but if we went back, we'd never make it to a sexpo. on the way there, we stopped to watch a street performer. he didn't do much tricks, but he told many jokes to get a huge crowd, and that was most of the show. it did make me feel better. we headed to the sexpo afterwards.

it was like a completely different world. it's like the world i was more comfortable with in college, and was kind of brought back to my old self. so many INTERESTING things.. the shows were awesome. I didn't not expect it to go as far as it did. wow. i guess i've never seen a strip show before, and there there were the best in the world performing. the many booths were also very awesome. I got 2 lingerie that was very goth-loli. what i've been looking for for a long time.

I went home feeling better than I did. still had to pack up. then got on the cab at 3am. for the hour before, I had the chance to lay by hyper's side. basically moved his arm so he was holding me. 7 days together, and at least for an hour, i was laying there held by him. somewhat pathetic. he did wake up and walked me down and we said our good byes and went on our way. he said that as he watched the taxi drive away, he already missed me. it's a pity that my life long dream of visiting australia, i basically had to do it alone... just like everything else. just like it'll always be for the rest of my life as long as i'm with him. even when we are together, he's not really there, doesn't enjoy anything, and it's just me... running around, trying hard to be happy, alone. 7 years now, i've waited ... for when we can start our life together... when we can finally be together. but even when we are.... still... alone.
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