Vindicated--I am selfish, I am wrong
I cried because I was afraid that you resented me. You kept telling me not to talk like that, not to say those kind of things.
Last night, when I was sick, you held on to me and continued to tell me that you would never do anything such as resenting me. I didn't respond but with a hug, for I knew that I was weak as we could see physically, and I did not want to show you that my mental state was the exact same.
You tell me I am strong because I never cry but it's because I never show you that side.
I'm not a strong person. My fronts that I put up are only most excellent to a certain extent.
You are the only future that I can see, and I now know why I have been talking of my brother so much.
I wished I could show you to him.
I wish that I could show you everything that I was feeling...
Last night, when I was sick, you held on to me and continued to tell me that you would never do anything such as resenting me. I didn't respond but with a hug, for I knew that I was weak as we could see physically, and I did not want to show you that my mental state was the exact same.
You tell me I am strong because I never cry but it's because I never show you that side.
I'm not a strong person. My fronts that I put up are only most excellent to a certain extent.
You are the only future that I can see, and I now know why I have been talking of my brother so much.
I wished I could show you to him.
I wish that I could show you everything that I was feeling...