The ever-reoccuring dream...
6:39 PM: Beramode: Yeah
6:39 PM: Beramode: David.
6:40 PM: Beramode: I had a dream with you.
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((mm?))
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((really now? :x))
6:40 PM: Beramode: The exact one where you were staring at me, remember the one I told you about?
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((Yeah))
6:40 PM: Beramode: I had that dream again.
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((Really.... remember anything else about it..?))
6:40 PM: Beramode: I just remembered that I like, did something to harm someone really bad.
6:41 PM: Beramode: Someone you knew, and stuff.
6:41 PM: yuugirinoh: ((I see..))
6:41 PM: Beramode: I don't know if I killed them or not though.
6:41 PM: Beramode: The image was a bit more clear, and there was blood on the floor and on my hands. .-.
6:41 PM: yuugirinoh: ((:/))
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): Wanna bring it here..?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Sure thing.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): ..can you recall anything else about it..?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Any comments so far?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Mm..
Fe Souvent (6:42 PM): Yeah, I remember it was a girl I did something to.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): actualy, i'm into getting all th details possible before commenting :x
FeSouvent (6:43 PM): Okies
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): I had blood on my clothes, and I think there was some blood on your's too.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:43 PM): hmm..
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): I remember you saying something about me needing to control myself and not unleash everything on others.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:43 PM): ..do you recall any motivation? Or what kind of relationship it was..?
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): Oh.
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): Between you and I?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:44 PM): you and i, the other girl and you and i, whatever comes to mind.
Fe Souvent (6:44 PM): The girl was like, one of our close friends or something. A comrade or whatever. We like, worked together in some organization thing.
Fe Souvent (6:44 PM): And I went a bit to 'crazy' with the work.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:45 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:45 PM): anything else at all..?
Fe Souvent (6:45 PM): It was a bit more clear this time.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): Well.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): quite a bit appearently :x
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): There were some realistic flash backs here and there.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): of what sort?
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): But I don't really remember those.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): Ah.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): Some were bloody, I know that, and some were just random things.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): With you, the girl and myself.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:47 PM): ..but no idea of who the girl was..?
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): No.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): I just know that she was close to us.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:47 PM): And the flashbacks... did they happen at any specific times durring the dream..?
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Well.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): You said something, like a name.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Then I had one of the flash backs.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Or you said I did something wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): Flashback.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:48 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:48 PM): ..is there anything else you can recall..?
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): No..
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): We were in uniforms though..
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): And we talked about where the body was, but like, something about death and all.
Fe Souvent (6:49 PM): The conversation is still hard to figure out.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:49 PM): *nod* many times conversations are unclear after waking up, no matter how real or shocking or whatever the dream was.
Fe Souvent (6:49 PM): It was very realistic.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:49 PM): only a basic imprnt of what had been said tend to remain..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): hmm.. so that it..?
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Yeah.
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Maybe I'll have it again..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): Well then, time for the commenting..
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): If I do, I'll tell you.
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Okies.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): ..but I'm going ot need you to be honest with me here..
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): All right.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): ..How are you feeling about you and I? What re your thoughts on the way our relationship has been..?
Fe Souvent (6:51 PM): As of late?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): Yeah.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): or as a whole.
Fe Souvent (6:51 PM): It's been getting shakey, but we're fixing it slowly, piece by piece.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): As of late may be more relevant to the dream though.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM): Any powerfull feelings over it?
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): I never really do things like this. I'm not good with people confronting me about things I've done wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): Or things I've said.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): Like?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM): Anything. Disgust, anger, jealousy, pride, love - the whole shebang
DuoMaxwellMan (6:56 PM): ..and remember - honest. I feel that dreams are often a gateway to our inner selves and more, especialy if it is recuring, and it's best to be honest with it. I won't bite back if you say somethign unsettling to me, so don't worry about that at all.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM): wb
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): HOLY shit that was scary.
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): Internet just, turned off.
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): OKAY
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): Where were we?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM): did you say anythign and what was the last thing you saw? :x
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM):
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):I never really do things like this. I'm not good with people confronting me about things I've done wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):Or things I've said.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):Like?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM):Anything. Disgust, anger, jealousy, pride, love - the whole shebang
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): and then (I'm pretty sure your net kicked it, said you were still on AIM though)
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): DuoMaxwellMan (6:56 PM):..and remember - honest. I feel that dreams are often a gateway to our inner selves and more, especialy if it is recuring, and it's best to be honest with it. I won't bite back if you say somethign unsettling to me, so don't worry about that at all.
FeSouvent (7:02 PM): Okay.
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): I typed something
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): and it didn't come up.
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): It was long
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): but i'll retype it
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): I was afraid something like that had happened :/
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): k
Fe Souvent (7:04 PM): Anger, sometimes, because I get offended easily, ya'know. Jealousy, I'm possesive over my friends, like with the relationship with you and danny, I first wanted to be angry so bad because you were my friend 'first'. I'm childish when it comes to things like that. Pride, that's a big thing for me, blah blah.
Fe Souvent (7:04 PM): It went something like that.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:04 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): ..I had suspected something of that..
Fe Souvent (7:05 PM): Of which?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): ...so the girl...can you not name her because she was a dream girl conjured by your mind that was not anybody, or is it the kind of thing where the face and name just illude you..?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): (all of it, actualy :x)
Fe Souvent (7:06 PM): No, not really.
Fe Souvent (7:06 PM): Her face was unfamiliar to me
DuoMaxwellMan (7:06 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:07 PM): *thinking*
DuoMaxwellMan (7:07 PM): ..have you done anything as of late that could resemble what ou did to her, physicly or emotionaly?
Fe Souvent (7:08 PM): Not anything violent.. 'cept beat the crap out of Chelsea. Lol.. Emotionally, I felt either jealous, or very angry with something. She did something that i didn't like.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:08 PM): mmhmm.. I meant actualy though..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:09 PM): ..do you feel that you have emotionaly "beat the crap out" of somebody?
Fe Souvent (7:09 PM): Yeah. Slightly.
Fe Souvent (7:09 PM): With some people here and there. Maybe with somethings i've said.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:10 PM): hmm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:10 PM): *drinks some of the infamous coffee*
DuoMaxwellMan (7:11 PM): Mmk.. my comments have been more like questions... so time to do satements I think.
Fe Souvent (7:12 PM): It's perfectly fine.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:12 PM): Honestly, the first thought I had about the girl actualy was "Danny" - for the specific reason that you claimed.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:12 PM): But at the current moment, I am not so sure of that thought.
Fe Souvent (7:12 PM): I don't blame you. I was thinking of Danny here and there, but she was nothing like her.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:13 PM): Perhaps she IS Danny, bu is more than just Danny?
Fe Souvent (7:13 PM): I don't think so.. Mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:14 PM): You've been having lot of rough things going on lately. Some of them I don't even really know all about because you haven't said anythign about them to me.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:15 PM): Perhaps the flashbacks were the message of this - the things that have been bothing you - and the girl was how you have handled them?
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): Yeah. I guess you could say that.
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): I'm not sure though, I need to see what about it, try to remember somethings.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:15 PM): Yes.
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): ((Do you log convos? I want to put this in my LJ))
DuoMaxwellMan (7:16 PM): ((No I do not - the convo log does not work. It logs when I talked and when I stopped - but there is no text buffer so I can copy and paste it ALL :D))
DuoMaxwellMan (7:17 PM): I would say that recalling at least the NATURE of the flashbacks would be handy in unraveling the meaning of the dream.
Fe Souvent (7:17 PM): (( Okies, send it to a file for me when we're done or something. X_x ))
Fe Souvent (7:17 PM): It all depends. If I could remember some flash back, that would help.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:18 PM): Were they acusatory? Were they actualy examples of the things that have been bothering you? Are they similar things that you hove done (ie to the girl)?
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): But there was a lot of blood with them.
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): Well.
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): One of them, lol, slamming some persons head into something, I'm big with that, but that's all I can really remember.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:18 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:19 PM): ..as for me being in the dream... I can't really tell you what you think of me or why I would be there - you will have to draw your own conclusions about that, because I can't know what roles I play for you on every level.
Fe Souvent (7:20 PM): I don't know, it was like your role of trying to help me, trying to make me see the right and the wrong. Kind've like Luna and Dame.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:20 PM): Heh
DuoMaxwellMan (7:20 PM): There is that one time when I DID tal to you about doing something like that - that's the only thing I can add to that.
Fe Souvent (7:21 PM): Lol.. Mm.. Otherwise, I don't really know what to say about it. I don't know what it means, or if it means anything.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): Well, as I said, I DO believe inthe power of dreams, and if one comes back to talk again, everything probably means something.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): I usually do too.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): My presence could just be as simple as you stated it.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): (( Can you send me this convo? Like, now? x) ))
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Yeha.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Yeah*
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Maybe.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): Then again, some of the stress between us could be involved in that as well
I had this dream the other night, well, it might have been a bit of a follow up. I remember sitting with David, and then having someone bang loudly on the door. They were screaming something loudly, but I couldn't quiet remember what. I remember looking towards David, narrowing my eyes and slowly getting up to head towards what LOOKED like a kitchen...but had a couch in it? Also, I was making tea before, I figured out, because I was boiling water. I just KNOW I was making tea...'cause I'm a weirdo.
But I threw something back into the room that David was in. I don't know what, but he spoke up and was like, "Azly...that's not...the best choice of action..."
I ignored, and slipped out the window. I recall tons of voices that I could hear, and then screams of anger when I ASSUME that they found this person I supposedly murdered.
Then I went to a church.
and it ended.
Well, it's an intimidating dream to me, now ain't it? It's been a really long while since I had dreamt of anything like that, so it's pretty awkward. Three times, but it took a long time for it to reoccure, didn't it?
Anyway. I'm colorin' and eating hot cheetos, yo. Tryin' to get this artist's block over with.
*smothers David with unconditional love*
6:39 PM: Beramode: David.
6:40 PM: Beramode: I had a dream with you.
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((mm?))
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((really now? :x))
6:40 PM: Beramode: The exact one where you were staring at me, remember the one I told you about?
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((Yeah))
6:40 PM: Beramode: I had that dream again.
6:40 PM: yuugirinoh: ((Really.... remember anything else about it..?))
6:40 PM: Beramode: I just remembered that I like, did something to harm someone really bad.
6:41 PM: Beramode: Someone you knew, and stuff.
6:41 PM: yuugirinoh: ((I see..))
6:41 PM: Beramode: I don't know if I killed them or not though.
6:41 PM: Beramode: The image was a bit more clear, and there was blood on the floor and on my hands. .-.
6:41 PM: yuugirinoh: ((:/))
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): Wanna bring it here..?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Sure thing.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): ..can you recall anything else about it..?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Any comments so far?
FeSouvent (6:42 PM): Mm..
Fe Souvent (6:42 PM): Yeah, I remember it was a girl I did something to.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:42 PM): actualy, i'm into getting all th details possible before commenting :x
FeSouvent (6:43 PM): Okies
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): I had blood on my clothes, and I think there was some blood on your's too.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:43 PM): hmm..
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): I remember you saying something about me needing to control myself and not unleash everything on others.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:43 PM): ..do you recall any motivation? Or what kind of relationship it was..?
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): Oh.
Fe Souvent (6:43 PM): Between you and I?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:44 PM): you and i, the other girl and you and i, whatever comes to mind.
Fe Souvent (6:44 PM): The girl was like, one of our close friends or something. A comrade or whatever. We like, worked together in some organization thing.
Fe Souvent (6:44 PM): And I went a bit to 'crazy' with the work.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:45 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:45 PM): anything else at all..?
Fe Souvent (6:45 PM): It was a bit more clear this time.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): Well.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): quite a bit appearently :x
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): There were some realistic flash backs here and there.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): of what sort?
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): But I don't really remember those.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): Ah.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): Some were bloody, I know that, and some were just random things.
Fe Souvent (6:46 PM): With you, the girl and myself.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:46 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:47 PM): ..but no idea of who the girl was..?
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): No.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): I just know that she was close to us.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:47 PM): And the flashbacks... did they happen at any specific times durring the dream..?
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Well.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): You said something, like a name.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Then I had one of the flash backs.
Fe Souvent (6:47 PM): Or you said I did something wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): Flashback.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:48 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:48 PM): ..is there anything else you can recall..?
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): No..
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): We were in uniforms though..
Fe Souvent (6:48 PM): And we talked about where the body was, but like, something about death and all.
Fe Souvent (6:49 PM): The conversation is still hard to figure out.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:49 PM): *nod* many times conversations are unclear after waking up, no matter how real or shocking or whatever the dream was.
Fe Souvent (6:49 PM): It was very realistic.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:49 PM): only a basic imprnt of what had been said tend to remain..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): hmm.. so that it..?
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Yeah.
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Maybe I'll have it again..
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): Well then, time for the commenting..
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): If I do, I'll tell you.
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): Okies.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:50 PM): ..but I'm going ot need you to be honest with me here..
Fe Souvent (6:50 PM): All right.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): ..How are you feeling about you and I? What re your thoughts on the way our relationship has been..?
Fe Souvent (6:51 PM): As of late?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): Yeah.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): or as a whole.
Fe Souvent (6:51 PM): It's been getting shakey, but we're fixing it slowly, piece by piece.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:51 PM): As of late may be more relevant to the dream though.
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM): Any powerfull feelings over it?
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): I never really do things like this. I'm not good with people confronting me about things I've done wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): Or things I've said.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM): Like?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM): Anything. Disgust, anger, jealousy, pride, love - the whole shebang
DuoMaxwellMan (6:56 PM): ..and remember - honest. I feel that dreams are often a gateway to our inner selves and more, especialy if it is recuring, and it's best to be honest with it. I won't bite back if you say somethign unsettling to me, so don't worry about that at all.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM): wb
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): HOLY shit that was scary.
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): Internet just, turned off.
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): OKAY
FeSouvent (7:01 PM): Where were we?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM): did you say anythign and what was the last thing you saw? :x
DuoMaxwellMan (7:01 PM):
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):I never really do things like this. I'm not good with people confronting me about things I've done wrong.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):Or things I've said.
Fe Souvent (6:52 PM):Like?
DuoMaxwellMan (6:52 PM):Anything. Disgust, anger, jealousy, pride, love - the whole shebang
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): and then (I'm pretty sure your net kicked it, said you were still on AIM though)
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): DuoMaxwellMan (6:56 PM):..and remember - honest. I feel that dreams are often a gateway to our inner selves and more, especialy if it is recuring, and it's best to be honest with it. I won't bite back if you say somethign unsettling to me, so don't worry about that at all.
FeSouvent (7:02 PM): Okay.
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): I typed something
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): and it didn't come up.
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): It was long
Fe Souvent (7:02 PM): but i'll retype it
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): I was afraid something like that had happened :/
DuoMaxwellMan (7:02 PM): k
Fe Souvent (7:04 PM): Anger, sometimes, because I get offended easily, ya'know. Jealousy, I'm possesive over my friends, like with the relationship with you and danny, I first wanted to be angry so bad because you were my friend 'first'. I'm childish when it comes to things like that. Pride, that's a big thing for me, blah blah.
Fe Souvent (7:04 PM): It went something like that.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:04 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): ..I had suspected something of that..
Fe Souvent (7:05 PM): Of which?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): ...so the girl...can you not name her because she was a dream girl conjured by your mind that was not anybody, or is it the kind of thing where the face and name just illude you..?
DuoMaxwellMan (7:05 PM): (all of it, actualy :x)
Fe Souvent (7:06 PM): No, not really.
Fe Souvent (7:06 PM): Her face was unfamiliar to me
DuoMaxwellMan (7:06 PM): mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:07 PM): *thinking*
DuoMaxwellMan (7:07 PM): ..have you done anything as of late that could resemble what ou did to her, physicly or emotionaly?
Fe Souvent (7:08 PM): Not anything violent.. 'cept beat the crap out of Chelsea. Lol.. Emotionally, I felt either jealous, or very angry with something. She did something that i didn't like.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:08 PM): mmhmm.. I meant actualy though..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:09 PM): ..do you feel that you have emotionaly "beat the crap out" of somebody?
Fe Souvent (7:09 PM): Yeah. Slightly.
Fe Souvent (7:09 PM): With some people here and there. Maybe with somethings i've said.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:10 PM): hmm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:10 PM): *drinks some of the infamous coffee*
DuoMaxwellMan (7:11 PM): Mmk.. my comments have been more like questions... so time to do satements I think.
Fe Souvent (7:12 PM): It's perfectly fine.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:12 PM): Honestly, the first thought I had about the girl actualy was "Danny" - for the specific reason that you claimed.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:12 PM): But at the current moment, I am not so sure of that thought.
Fe Souvent (7:12 PM): I don't blame you. I was thinking of Danny here and there, but she was nothing like her.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:13 PM): Perhaps she IS Danny, bu is more than just Danny?
Fe Souvent (7:13 PM): I don't think so.. Mm..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:14 PM): You've been having lot of rough things going on lately. Some of them I don't even really know all about because you haven't said anythign about them to me.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:15 PM): Perhaps the flashbacks were the message of this - the things that have been bothing you - and the girl was how you have handled them?
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): Yeah. I guess you could say that.
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): I'm not sure though, I need to see what about it, try to remember somethings.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:15 PM): Yes.
Fe Souvent (7:15 PM): ((Do you log convos? I want to put this in my LJ))
DuoMaxwellMan (7:16 PM): ((No I do not - the convo log does not work. It logs when I talked and when I stopped - but there is no text buffer so I can copy and paste it ALL :D))
DuoMaxwellMan (7:17 PM): I would say that recalling at least the NATURE of the flashbacks would be handy in unraveling the meaning of the dream.
Fe Souvent (7:17 PM): (( Okies, send it to a file for me when we're done or something. X_x ))
Fe Souvent (7:17 PM): It all depends. If I could remember some flash back, that would help.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:18 PM): Were they acusatory? Were they actualy examples of the things that have been bothering you? Are they similar things that you hove done (ie to the girl)?
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): But there was a lot of blood with them.
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): Well.
Fe Souvent (7:18 PM): One of them, lol, slamming some persons head into something, I'm big with that, but that's all I can really remember.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:18 PM): I see..
DuoMaxwellMan (7:19 PM): ..as for me being in the dream... I can't really tell you what you think of me or why I would be there - you will have to draw your own conclusions about that, because I can't know what roles I play for you on every level.
Fe Souvent (7:20 PM): I don't know, it was like your role of trying to help me, trying to make me see the right and the wrong. Kind've like Luna and Dame.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:20 PM): Heh
DuoMaxwellMan (7:20 PM): There is that one time when I DID tal to you about doing something like that - that's the only thing I can add to that.
Fe Souvent (7:21 PM): Lol.. Mm.. Otherwise, I don't really know what to say about it. I don't know what it means, or if it means anything.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): Well, as I said, I DO believe inthe power of dreams, and if one comes back to talk again, everything probably means something.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): I usually do too.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): My presence could just be as simple as you stated it.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): (( Can you send me this convo? Like, now? x) ))
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Yeha.
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Yeah*
Fe Souvent (7:22 PM): Maybe.
DuoMaxwellMan (7:22 PM): Then again, some of the stress between us could be involved in that as well
I had this dream the other night, well, it might have been a bit of a follow up. I remember sitting with David, and then having someone bang loudly on the door. They were screaming something loudly, but I couldn't quiet remember what. I remember looking towards David, narrowing my eyes and slowly getting up to head towards what LOOKED like a kitchen...but had a couch in it? Also, I was making tea before, I figured out, because I was boiling water. I just KNOW I was making tea...'cause I'm a weirdo.
But I threw something back into the room that David was in. I don't know what, but he spoke up and was like, "Azly...that's not...the best choice of action..."
I ignored, and slipped out the window. I recall tons of voices that I could hear, and then screams of anger when I ASSUME that they found this person I supposedly murdered.
Then I went to a church.
and it ended.
Well, it's an intimidating dream to me, now ain't it? It's been a really long while since I had dreamt of anything like that, so it's pretty awkward. Three times, but it took a long time for it to reoccure, didn't it?
Anyway. I'm colorin' and eating hot cheetos, yo. Tryin' to get this artist's block over with.
*smothers David with unconditional love*