Yeah so.......
The reason why I haven't been writing to whoever reads this lately is because of stressful college stuff. It all started with me having to redo and assignment tha tI already complete but couldn't send in because my 17 inch laptop's hard drive was out of commision which consisted of me having to get a new laptop and my grade going from a possible B to a C. Now because of that misfortune I didn't have enough credits or percents or whatever the woman at the financial aid office told me about a few weeks ago so I wasn't able to get financial aid and I ended up having to do several things twice for them and I still haven't received a notice about whether or not I'll be finally get my financial aid which I desprately need because I only have a small amount of money left in my bank account. Not to mention that I've been dropped from my classes twice because of non-payment though I have been going on another site to do my math class's work but it won't be lasting long. My instructor e-mailed me to apologize for all of the bad things that have been happening to me but he said that if I don't get this worked out by tomorrow he'll delete my math account so I can't work anymore. He did say that if I could get someone from the school to e-mail him about whether or not I have a good status then I'll be able to continue working. So I e-mailed my advisor and hopefully she'll be able to convince him. Though me being stupid I forgot to give her his e-mail adress though I did give her his name so maybe it'll work. Pretty long but yeah, I'll update this journal whenever I can it's just been a very stressful these past few months. Anyway, I hope you all are doing better than I am.