Sep 27, 2004 12:21
OMG it's been forever since i've posted!
SO here i GO!
I'm still in phx... so i guess that's been pushed back a little! hopefully i will be there by january!!!
I got kicked out of my house so now i'm permantly(temperarly) staying at the house of trix! 6 gay bois living in one house doesn't usually work out too well!!! but i guess we're trying! parties parties parties parties!!! i never thought i would say this but WHEN DO THEY END?!?!?! it's like a frat house here cept i'm that frat mom cleaning up after ever one. i guess i don't really mind because i'm not paying rent right now but it gets old because no one picks up after themselves!!!
I've about had it here tho!!! there's just way to much drama and a certain person is getting on my last nerve!!! i just don't understand how someone can be that strung out, for god sakes can't you just chill the fuck out!!! neways he was gone the last couple days and i felt like my head could take a rest!
i haven't graduated yet y?!??! i don't know please just shoot me now!!! i'm soo sorry!
i guess when it comes down to it i just want to go home but i can't!?!?! i want to break down inside! i want to beable to go home... i just want to cry but i can't! i want to see my boy friend but i'm afraid he doesn't love me anymore! i guess i just want to be with him. because knowing that i'm with him is knowing that i am safe!
My mama's b.day is coming up on the 2nd but i don't know if i want to see her!!! because she couldn't even call me herself and ask me to have dinner with her she had my sister call my work and ask me!!! y couldn't she ask me her self i wonder!
ne wayz i have to go but i'll be back soon enough!
luvs
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