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Boffa called me last night and we were on the land line and he was telling me how he met this guy last thursday, and he got his number, and he left a message with him Monday and Wednesday, and if he didn't hear back then he'd leave it. So as we were talking his mobile rang and I could hear him going "oh hey, howya going!" all excited, and he said "can I call you back, i'm just on another call" and he came back to me and I said straight away "dude, take the call, forget about me!!!" also, with a demand that he call me as soon as he was done. I thought it was so great. And when he called back i could hear the smile in his voice. He's going to his place this friday, i'd call that a date!
I was telling Sue about it and she goes "ah dating" and I go "yeah, i've been on one date in my life" and she was flabergasted and said some really nice things about me. She's so great! She also drew the tattoo that i want to get, she's really good and if i do it it'll look so cool. I was sort of scribbling/sketching the other night and she goes "oh do you draw?" and i said "i wish but i can't" and we had a brief chat, then she says "oh, do you rollerblade" cos i had the blades in the corner and i said "sue, you think i do stuff, but i don't", twas funny.
James is gonna be tramming with me every day til April - well not every day, but when he does it'll be fun! He's my favourite James!
Really struggling with food lately, I dont feel like anything ever, but i do still get hungry. I think it's nerves. Dunno why i'm not throwing up. I am grateful. Although I saw a worm on the way to the tram and nearly did then, it was so weird. Me and Becca used to have these huge issues with worms when we'd walk to school together. She asked me about it when I was over there. Hadn't thought about that in years!
So Kim finally gave my book and dvd to Amelia the other week, cos Amelia's party was that weekend, so I was pretty relieved, after weeks of hasseling her but really REALLY not wanting to see her, my stuff was finally within my grasp. Didn't last long however. During the same phone conversation with Amelia I "broke the news" that I wouldn't make it to her party cos Leah was coming over for the weekend. It seemed fine, I was totally apologetic, but there was no way i was changing my mind. So on the Monday after I emailed her this stupid far-to-bright-for-monday-morning email asking about it and i got one line in return, and no other emails since. Considering we used to email every day, I'm guessing she's somehow dirty with me. And I was so close to getting my 'Interview' back. FUCK. But it's ok, cos she's not home this week, staying with Jules, but Simon is, so it's perfect, I'll go tonight and i wont have to see her. The other thing is Kim dropped off one of her books for me to read. I dont particularly want to, only cos it means i'll still have to be in touch with her, and I can't be bothered with that. So would it be terribly mean and hurtful if i "forgot" the book at Amelias and just took my stuff? I still care Kim's feelings apparently. How annoying.
Sat night with Kat was great, she's so cool and so in love with mike and i'm actually not hating so much these days. He thinks i should tell her. But he doesn't know, not really.