*hearts*
Happy 20th Birthday to me!
I get to talk to Joshie more now. *hearts* I can't wait til he comes home. I'm so excited about getting family portraits done. That's gonna be the second best present ever. The first will be (of course) seeing him with our son. Taking care of him and holding him. Getting to share the moments I've had for the last month, 5 days, 22 hours and 3 minutes.
He told me last night he didn't think he'd wanted children. Up until he got the pictures of Joshua. I told him that he would melt his heart, and I was right. And Josh was right, I am a good mom, and I really love being a mother. Though we both agree next time, we have to try for a girl. Which is fine, I decided I want more babies. Possibly several. At lest 2 or 3...
*hearts*
AND he dedicated "With Arms Wide Open " to me and Joshua. I cried. *hearts*
And I bought this really pretty dress. It's a summer dress. It's cream, with purple and pink-ish purle flower designs. It was destiny. Iwas thinking about paint me a birminham. Then spur of the moment Sudran decides to go into Bealls for shirts. They're having a huge sale, and on a not on sale rack is the dress. I instantly fell in love. So I looked at the price, and it was $10. I didn't have that much left from my birthday. Then I noticed a little sticker. It was 60% off. I had just enough to buy it. So I tried it on, it fit perfectly. So I bought it. Sudran says it makes me look like a girl. (Mind you I'd been wearing my bondage skirt, new sexy boots and a top. One of her least favourite outfit of mine.)
Je suis sa fille, et il est le mein. Por toujours. La fin.
I get to talk to Joshie more now. *hearts* I can't wait til he comes home. I'm so excited about getting family portraits done. That's gonna be the second best present ever. The first will be (of course) seeing him with our son. Taking care of him and holding him. Getting to share the moments I've had for the last month, 5 days, 22 hours and 3 minutes.
He told me last night he didn't think he'd wanted children. Up until he got the pictures of Joshua. I told him that he would melt his heart, and I was right. And Josh was right, I am a good mom, and I really love being a mother. Though we both agree next time, we have to try for a girl. Which is fine, I decided I want more babies. Possibly several. At lest 2 or 3...
*hearts*
AND he dedicated "With Arms Wide Open " to me and Joshua. I cried. *hearts*
And I bought this really pretty dress. It's a summer dress. It's cream, with purple and pink-ish purle flower designs. It was destiny. Iwas thinking about paint me a birminham. Then spur of the moment Sudran decides to go into Bealls for shirts. They're having a huge sale, and on a not on sale rack is the dress. I instantly fell in love. So I looked at the price, and it was $10. I didn't have that much left from my birthday. Then I noticed a little sticker. It was 60% off. I had just enough to buy it. So I tried it on, it fit perfectly. So I bought it. Sudran says it makes me look like a girl. (Mind you I'd been wearing my bondage skirt, new sexy boots and a top. One of her least favourite outfit of mine.)
Je suis sa fille, et il est le mein. Por toujours. La fin.