Hate is a strong word, but I really really really don't like you
So I graduated. It was pretty lack luster. I had a pretty drama full night prior. But I'm glad it's all done and over with. Why is it that people can't end a relationship peacefully. It is always hard. I hate to have regrets. But I know they "make you who you are"... however if I could take back many of my past decisions in life. I would. I think I would still turn out ok. I'm a nice and caring person and am tired of people taking advantage of that. Yet, I can't bring myself to change that part of me. It makes me feel good and I feel as though there are not many genuinely good people out there anymore. As for post graduation life? I should probably start the job search. But I'm slightly unmotivated to do so. What I'd really like to do is go on vacation. But I don't see that happening anytime soon. Hard to do fun things when you don't have the cash flow to support it. My graduation present from my parents was making my last car payment. What a relief and it's pretty exciting not to have that coming out of my depleting savings account. Christmas is just around the corner and I don't really know how I will scrape up the funds to buy everyone gifts. But I love to buy presents for other people so I'll probably put in on a credit card and figure it out later. Life could be way worse. But it would be nice if it were better. It would be nice is karma were on my side for once.