Rant

[azianhottie222]

I look after everyone. I want everyone I know to do the best they can do in life. And it gets frustrating when no one is changing or being influenced by anything I do or say. I feel like I'm the only one moving forward. Why can't anyone keep up? Everyone has their own reasons (excuses) for why they are where they are in life. Boyfriends, lack of boyfriends, sickness, money, family, but most of all, motivation. I guess if people are happy where they are, who am I to say they aren't? I just know people can do better but they are settling for less. I feel like team mom all over again. Except this time I'm everyones mom. I can't even be the good kind of mother. I'm the annoying nagging mother making sure you do your homework. I can't wait until one day someone is doing this for me. Only then can I feel gratitude and grateful. I wish there was someone doing this for me. Well I guess I'm doing it to myself. It's like nobody gives a shit anymore. Let's blame it on the economy and the recession. Thats why everyone is depressed. So why try and fight the inevitable? Is there really such thing as fate? Destiny? Your future will only be what you put into it. Do nothing? Receive nothing. So do something already.

Self motivation is the only motivation that truly works.