A Liberation of a simple mind
Absolutely Amazing. That is the choice phrase I choose to use to describe fate. I was at Darrell T.'s house for Christmas when Joseph and I (and Darrell till he went to bed...lazy hoe:) had a drunken philosophical conversation about everything. When Darrell left, Joseph and I analyzed each other and he told me an interesting thing: that we all need other people for a specific thing, and when we acquire/use that thing we no longer need that person and thus lose touch with them. He also told me a brilliant idea would be to write down all the people I know and identify what that thing is. Well thats a good idea but I wanna explore it. I want to take time and write down in my paper journal all the people I know and knew...and explain everything about them, with why I need them as a central theme to those explinations. This actually may be a start of a soul-searching that I have begun, which also included a reading of Phillip's journal entry about religions. Perhaps I may find out who I am in the coming months.
Another thing, Justin an I are (for better or worse terminology) broken..though on good terms. I understand why he had to go, and I will miss that aspect of being with him but I trust we can be friends, and I don't like his ex at all. This is not the first time this person has crossed paths with me and it irks me. But back to Justin, he is a good guy, and he will treat someone so well someday when he is ready, whether it be me or someone else. I hope he knows that. He, like me, has alot of work to do for himself, and neither of us have the capacity for a relationship right now. I was sad, but now I am delighted...cuz I know that soon I will be so much better than I am now. Maybe have something more to bring to the table for someone else, and all the other fine guys I like might start noticing me.
I hope that everyone had a great Christmas, don't you just love the snow. I seriously wanna get together with everyone and have a snowball fight party type deal. That would be fun. I wish I could get ahold of fogies (sp) but I dont know that many people's numbers. Joey and Darrell are in NY with Ness and I miss them all...cannot wait for new years. Heath will return to get my ass drunk for three days straight. I feel strangly jubilant, or something. Well let me carry my merry ass on to some other web page.
" It is our choices, rather than our abilities, that determine who we truly are." -Albus Dumbledore
Another thing, Justin an I are (for better or worse terminology) broken..though on good terms. I understand why he had to go, and I will miss that aspect of being with him but I trust we can be friends, and I don't like his ex at all. This is not the first time this person has crossed paths with me and it irks me. But back to Justin, he is a good guy, and he will treat someone so well someday when he is ready, whether it be me or someone else. I hope he knows that. He, like me, has alot of work to do for himself, and neither of us have the capacity for a relationship right now. I was sad, but now I am delighted...cuz I know that soon I will be so much better than I am now. Maybe have something more to bring to the table for someone else, and all the other fine guys I like might start noticing me.
I hope that everyone had a great Christmas, don't you just love the snow. I seriously wanna get together with everyone and have a snowball fight party type deal. That would be fun. I wish I could get ahold of fogies (sp) but I dont know that many people's numbers. Joey and Darrell are in NY with Ness and I miss them all...cannot wait for new years. Heath will return to get my ass drunk for three days straight. I feel strangly jubilant, or something. Well let me carry my merry ass on to some other web page.
" It is our choices, rather than our abilities, that determine who we truly are." -Albus Dumbledore