Nov 28, 2004 21:48
Oook, so i need to talk about the past couple weeks in retrospect. Hmm lets begin with the fact that I busted my ass on this paper of mine for history and got an A on it, yay. Then, I started to feel lonely when I had only a few people to tell it to, bout Thursday-ish. Saturday I went over to John's a lil late due to the fact that I was working on my other paper. He an Vlad had already finished the decorations to the party. Well the party started off a lil slow at first, but then people started to show up. I was kind of bored because there were only a few that I knew, but that started to change. So I was having an ok time trying to socialize and making sure I didn't carry my happy ass too far an get drunk, which really wasn't all that possible neways because of our lil shopping trip that took way too long so the ABC store closed:). Well Joseph got sick and didn't show, (he an I are super good friends so naturally I was feelin the lonesome vibe) and then Ness,Joey, and Darryl show up for a total of a minute an leave. I was kinda upset about this at the time, because I felt excluded. Well all my anger and lonliness led me to the brink of wanting to leave the party when he showed up.
Kinda strange, I have always enjoyed rare moments, and this was a kicker for me. He was really cute in my opinion (and since I was the one concered, my opinion is the only one that mattered) and we caught eyes a few times so I went over to talk to this guy with the intention of finding out who he was and why I had never seen him before. Well his name is Justin an he had only been to one other party at Rob's (the one I missed cuz I was in Indiana) so that explained it. I talked w/ him and Jackie ( his friend who is super cool) and then we danced and kissed... he's really cute. We left the party a while later when it died down, and we walked around and talked, the three of us. Then we got some alone time, so to be respectful we walked and talked some more, and he is really interesting. I saw him the next day twice, once the three of us watched Shrek 2 and had laughs. I went to my turkey day thing at rayn and saw bobby,Jen, Jess ( i luzz u bu) and saw Ness,Joey,Joseph, and Darryl. Then later that night i saw Justin again:). The next day we went to the library together and amazingly enough we got a lil bit of work done. Then the next day he left for Fairfax for t day. Well in the course of these events, I came out to someone at work, a near an dear friend, cuz I hate lying about it, consequences be damned. That went extremly well. Plans fell through for me to leave to Kentucky but I will see Heath out here for Christmas. An Jo jO and i hung out alot.
I saw this new show on comedy central called drawn together, it is so fuckin awesome. My fav charecters are Xandir, Foxxy, and Toot. well tomorrow I will finally go back to the muthafkin gym and Justin will be back whoo hoo.
" According to this game, You rul gay" -Foxxy to Xandir in "Gay Bash"