another day of wondering.
Ok, im going to go ahead and paste and cut the entry i put in my xanga. Sorry for those of you that read both journals and have to read this twice.
Well im a little upset right now. I did not get the answers i was hoping for at the doctors. They know absolutely nothing! The only thing the previous test showed was that there are 3 locations on my knee of abnormality and abnormal growth. He mentioned that as doctors they eliminate the worst possible situation first, so i asked what they have eliminated so far, "absolutely nothing" he states. Im like...well that sucks, haha. So guess what, i get to have more nuclear med research, yay! to find out if this abnormal growth is 3 tumors on my bones and in my knee and then i will need to have tests done to find out if it is cancer. He said something is there so we cannot just stop with the tests but he has no clue what it is yet. He mentioned it could be virtually something minor that wouldnt require much but warned it could be all the way up to the worst case scenario. They also found the same abnormal growth on my pelvis and on my upper back shoulder area, so that doesnt sound so good. So anyways, i may have to wait weeks until i found out if im fine, if i need surgery, if i need radiation therapy, if my legs need to be chopped off, or if im a dead man. We'll see i guess. My mom drove down and showed up at the doctors unexpectedly, boy was i surprised! I thought she was going to cry or something, haha. The results from my ultrasound on my tummy were negative so thats good. Well i called out at work today and my boss was close to yelling, but frankly i dont care right now, my mom is here and im impatient and upset right now at the whole process, so i didnt feel like working. This is one long paragraph...i better go.
Well im a little upset right now. I did not get the answers i was hoping for at the doctors. They know absolutely nothing! The only thing the previous test showed was that there are 3 locations on my knee of abnormality and abnormal growth. He mentioned that as doctors they eliminate the worst possible situation first, so i asked what they have eliminated so far, "absolutely nothing" he states. Im like...well that sucks, haha. So guess what, i get to have more nuclear med research, yay! to find out if this abnormal growth is 3 tumors on my bones and in my knee and then i will need to have tests done to find out if it is cancer. He said something is there so we cannot just stop with the tests but he has no clue what it is yet. He mentioned it could be virtually something minor that wouldnt require much but warned it could be all the way up to the worst case scenario. They also found the same abnormal growth on my pelvis and on my upper back shoulder area, so that doesnt sound so good. So anyways, i may have to wait weeks until i found out if im fine, if i need surgery, if i need radiation therapy, if my legs need to be chopped off, or if im a dead man. We'll see i guess. My mom drove down and showed up at the doctors unexpectedly, boy was i surprised! I thought she was going to cry or something, haha. The results from my ultrasound on my tummy were negative so thats good. Well i called out at work today and my boss was close to yelling, but frankly i dont care right now, my mom is here and im impatient and upset right now at the whole process, so i didnt feel like working. This is one long paragraph...i better go.