Me, Myself, and the dream...
Its been a while since I've posted... I've just been so busy.
But I think I've made the right choices. I'm happy... its funny to say that here since I usually just rant. But, I am. I am happy with my life right now. Finals is making life more than a little hecetic but I'll survive. I have a wonderful supportive girlfriend. My life is coming together... and I am more blessed then I've ever deserved.
That being said...
While I have found my safe harbor... I see others still struggling in the surf. This past week I have had two of my friends come to me crying. It hurts me so much to see them like this... I want to interfere, to go to the source of their pains and just cut it away, but I know I shouldn't. I need to be supportive, but not interfere. And sometimes, thats the hardest thing to do. And then there are those who I've lost completely. And it feels like I've failed them. People who came to me for help, for a sympathetic ear, or just a quick hug... This hurts worst of all. They don't want me around... for reasons I can't begin to guess about.
I have my life... a refuge of safety and happiness. But can I still venture into the abyss and offer a hand to those in pain? Can I still show these souls they are wonderful creatures worthy of love? Love heals all wounds... but only if we start by loving ourselves.
... and since the girl checks my posts...
<3
But I think I've made the right choices. I'm happy... its funny to say that here since I usually just rant. But, I am. I am happy with my life right now. Finals is making life more than a little hecetic but I'll survive. I have a wonderful supportive girlfriend. My life is coming together... and I am more blessed then I've ever deserved.
That being said...
While I have found my safe harbor... I see others still struggling in the surf. This past week I have had two of my friends come to me crying. It hurts me so much to see them like this... I want to interfere, to go to the source of their pains and just cut it away, but I know I shouldn't. I need to be supportive, but not interfere. And sometimes, thats the hardest thing to do. And then there are those who I've lost completely. And it feels like I've failed them. People who came to me for help, for a sympathetic ear, or just a quick hug... This hurts worst of all. They don't want me around... for reasons I can't begin to guess about.
I have my life... a refuge of safety and happiness. But can I still venture into the abyss and offer a hand to those in pain? Can I still show these souls they are wonderful creatures worthy of love? Love heals all wounds... but only if we start by loving ourselves.
... and since the girl checks my posts...
<3