Feb 02, 2004 00:30
Okay so I am updating my journal today just for the hell or it. I dont really know what to write, but I figured if I really wanted to start using the journal then I need to be consistent. Didn't do much today. Worked in the morning and then went and saw a movie with Matt and his friends. I went home then downloaded some music just kinda chilled out. Eating my dinner my mom made for me. Don't tell anyone, *but its some gross shiz*. Usually she cooks good but theres just some things I dont like. I have had this huge craving for new york style pizza lately. It's been nuts going on for a couple weeks now. Thats what you call a food craving. hehe.
So I applied for a job today, like a really good one. Im all nervous and stuff because I don't take rejection well and I want to hear back from the company. I sure hope job searching gets easier when you get older because looking for a job alone is more work than what you would get paid for. I just need a new job so I can finally move out again. I am so tired of being at home. I have all these ideas for my new apt. when I finally get one.
I want to go hiking tomorrow, but no one wants to go. So I have this new goal of climbing to the top of superstition mtn. Last week I climbed to the basin which is a tuff climb but its still about a mile from the top. Which when your looking from the basin to the top it looks like more than a mile. Anyways if anyone wants to go give me a call early tomorrow because you gotta get going out there early.
I am in one of those moods where I am all mellowed out, but I feel like doing something spontanious. Like my mood is calm like celine dion kinda calm, but I have that urge to be all like michael jackson, triller. Just get up and move around. I swear sometimes I have a hyper active tendancy. I need that ridilin stuff. lol Anyways I am gonna try to calm my inner mind by doing some meditation. * new thing im trying out *
~Rick~