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i cant. i really cant. i read your words again, and again, and again, and i'm trying to gain strength from them. but it seems everytime i try. i fail.
Tell me something, boy
Aren't you tired tryin' to fill that void?
Or do you need more?
Ain't it hard keeping it so hardcore?
I'm falling
In all the good times I find myself
Longing for change
And in the bad times I fear myself
i'm doing good in life. you'd be proud of me in your own way.
i've done some terrible things. and its safe to say that i've not opened myself up at all in a while. in years to be exact. but once in a while, someone comes along, and they are interesting. thats just the starting point.
and it begins again.
i liked SQ. i liked her alot. it was a whirlwind. but she broke me quite badly. and it was never meant to be. in some ways that was easier.
this time? i will never know what went wrong. and i dont want to ask. but it hurts. it still hurts.
Tell me something, boy
Aren't you tired tryin' to fill that void?
Or do you need more?
Ain't it hard keeping it so hardcore?
I'm falling
In all the good times I find myself
Longing for change
And in the bad times I fear myself
i'm doing good in life. you'd be proud of me in your own way.
i've done some terrible things. and its safe to say that i've not opened myself up at all in a while. in years to be exact. but once in a while, someone comes along, and they are interesting. thats just the starting point.
and it begins again.
i liked SQ. i liked her alot. it was a whirlwind. but she broke me quite badly. and it was never meant to be. in some ways that was easier.
this time? i will never know what went wrong. and i dont want to ask. but it hurts. it still hurts.