Terra-
This is for you. I'm sorry I have to come to you like this, but I can't do this anymore. I can't try to build a city, be a superhero and a lover all at the same time.
I thought I could. But I can't. You don't deserve this kind of pain and I certainly can't continue being your torturer.
I don't want to think of this as breaking up. I want to think of this as letting you go to find the things you deserve. And an opportunity for me to complete the task I've been set to. There's a stiff price to pay for failure, the Powers That Be do not take kindly to struck bargains meeting failure; and I'm perilously close to failing in my endeavor. In order to succeed with rebuilding Azarath, I have to sever all ties with Earth...with the people I've come to love and care for more than I thought possible.
I love you Terra, I will always love you.
But I have to go.
I wish you all the love, peace and happiness in the world Terra.
Remember one thing, no matter how dark the shadows get... I'll be watching and thinking of you.
-Raven.
Greetings everyone.
We all knew this was a long time coming, right?
Right.
Well, anyways. I guess I'm saying goodbye for a while. I'll likely not use Raven again, not on Sages, Milliways or on D_M, I'm sure to a lot of your guys' relief and maybe a few of your guys' sadness. I hope.
I realized after some revelations that...I'm failing as a Rper. I failed a few people as friends and hurt them because of my own issues. The fact of it is... I just can't do this Rp thing on LJ anymore. It was fun for a while, it was terrific meeting new friends, facing new challenges and discovering things about my abilities as a Rper I never thought I had.
There's just nothing left in me to be 'Raven' anymore. The fad of Teen Titans has faded and gasped it's last breath and to be perfectly honest, I really wasn't enjoying the way JCN was going or the way plots were going. There just wasn't any room for expansion on my behalf and to be frank I just was not being able to contribute anything to the Rp other than potential smut between Terra and Rae. And to me...that was completely tarnishing the ideals I had for Rae. Rp isn't about smut and such... the vision I had for the Titans was group interaction with a side of character development.
In closing I wish you all the best of luck and I hope each and every one of you find what you're looking for.
Blessed Be,
Rose_indigo