This is definitely an "I" post
Is it pathetic that I feel pathetic?
I think so.
I'm in mixed spirits, a jumble of good feelings and bad feelings.
I like summer so far, despite our trip to purgatory for the weekend.
The one day and half back has been eventful as hell.
I'm exhausted, but sleeping seems almost impossible at the moment, almost impossible.
I'm getting migraines again, not a good sign, not a good sign.
Some delusional thinking, not much though.
I still feel pretty null all the time.
It's like an out of body experience when I'm around people, someone is controlling my actions and i'm just watching
I ask, "where's the real me?" and the answers are always fuzzy, fleeting.
I think I used to have substance, not sure though.
It's a good thing though, like floating on slow, fluffy, boring clouds.
I'm pretty happy, I think.
Pretty happy, but I feel like I'm dissolving.
I think so.
I'm in mixed spirits, a jumble of good feelings and bad feelings.
I like summer so far, despite our trip to purgatory for the weekend.
The one day and half back has been eventful as hell.
I'm exhausted, but sleeping seems almost impossible at the moment, almost impossible.
I'm getting migraines again, not a good sign, not a good sign.
Some delusional thinking, not much though.
I still feel pretty null all the time.
It's like an out of body experience when I'm around people, someone is controlling my actions and i'm just watching
I ask, "where's the real me?" and the answers are always fuzzy, fleeting.
I think I used to have substance, not sure though.
It's a good thing though, like floating on slow, fluffy, boring clouds.
I'm pretty happy, I think.
Pretty happy, but I feel like I'm dissolving.