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I haven't really done anything for the past like three days. I've hardly been outside. I've spent about 22-23 hours a day inside. Wow. Time sure does fly. Break's over, whatev. It was pretty good. New Years was pretty amazing, except for a few things. The break was very laid back, I still wish I had one more week left. I haven't really thought about anything relating to my problems recently, and I find that as a good thing. It's like it's slipped from my mind, I feel without care. I'm still feeling pretty empty. My resolution, yes my resolution, is to somehow reattach myself to something, because my life has become a blurry mess. There's nothing really to look forward to, but there's nothing in the future to fear. I'm trying to.. get rid of those feelings, or that non-feelingness that lingers.
I'm not feeling optimistic by any means.
I'm not feeling optimistic by any means.