*emo*
*emoemo*
my life sorta sucks right now.
I FAIL at my studies. I mean, not TOTAL fail, but pretty fail. 3 points in my first public law exam (which is a fail, but at least it didn't count) and 4 points in the civil law exam (which is the passing mark, but just.. barely T_T).
Dun yet know about the Homework in public law, but probably even worse than the 3 points. And we get back the other public law exam tomorrow... *afraid*. and on wednesday we have the final civil law exam of the semseter. >.< I have like no clue about what could be asked there and it's just TOO BLOODY MUCH that we already learned.
I feel like I suck at life generally right now. I'm getting fat, I'm lazy, I have not yet made any real friends at university and overall I just feel like one big FAILURE at life.
The things that make me comfortable the most right now, like reading and writing fanfiction and working for Animuc, make me feel dumb when I fail to learn because of them. Then my mum is constantly nagging about how I am too lazy and don't do enough and everything, and I feel even more like FAIL.
so, now I emo. life sucks.
I want Animuc to be a success, but there's still much too few volunteers and I dunno how t get more. and there are still to few visitors who boght tickets. >.<
yeah. bleh.
Aza.
my life sorta sucks right now.
I FAIL at my studies. I mean, not TOTAL fail, but pretty fail. 3 points in my first public law exam (which is a fail, but at least it didn't count) and 4 points in the civil law exam (which is the passing mark, but just.. barely T_T).
Dun yet know about the Homework in public law, but probably even worse than the 3 points. And we get back the other public law exam tomorrow... *afraid*. and on wednesday we have the final civil law exam of the semseter. >.< I have like no clue about what could be asked there and it's just TOO BLOODY MUCH that we already learned.
I feel like I suck at life generally right now. I'm getting fat, I'm lazy, I have not yet made any real friends at university and overall I just feel like one big FAILURE at life.
The things that make me comfortable the most right now, like reading and writing fanfiction and working for Animuc, make me feel dumb when I fail to learn because of them. Then my mum is constantly nagging about how I am too lazy and don't do enough and everything, and I feel even more like FAIL.
so, now I emo. life sucks.
I want Animuc to be a success, but there's still much too few volunteers and I dunno how t get more. and there are still to few visitors who boght tickets. >.<
yeah. bleh.
Aza.