What did one snowman say to the other snowman?

Nov 20, 2007 22:15

Haven't updated in here for a very long time ... stupid myspace is so addicting. The allure is finally starting to wear off. Not too much has been happening for me. Just working, playing with Lola, hanging out with Seth, or reading. I'm being pretty damn predictable lately. I'm stuck in a homebody routine and can't seem to get myself out of it. Totally sinking back into books for comfort. I've been devouring books like none other lately. I've read Anna Karenina, Wuthering Heights, Old Man and the Sea, The Killing Dance, Burnt Offerings, Blue Moon, and I'm half-way through another Laurell K Hamilton book already - and that's just been books this month.

Definitely way too content to come home after work, walk lola, and then curl up in bed with a book. I'm not being social in the slightest. Absolutely no desire to make any new friends because I already have a best friend. Nobody will ever be as good as her so why bother with trifiling friendships? I know I should go out more and socialize - mother is bugging me about it so very much. I'm such a recluse. I think this bothers my boyfriend. He's such a clingy person and would see me every day if he could. It kinda bothers me that I don't want to see him everyday. That probably won't bode well. Seth is an amazing guy and definitely the sweetest and most romantic man I'm sure to find, but then why don't I want to see him every day? He seems perfect and yet not. Damn, I don't know what I'm doing. I'm starting to have a lack of feeling and that's not good.

I'm feeling a bit lost right now. Wish I had my Leslie here. It's so hard without her being so close by and always up for a midnight adventure to Meijer or Tim Hortons. I could sure go for some Tim Hortons apple cider right now. Ugh.

Good news though... Dec 31 - Jan 6th I'll be visiting Leslie in Michigan :) This will be lots of fun, except for the freezing cold part and the fact that I'll most likely come home sick. It's worth it!

I am soooo craving orange juice right now ... and on that note I'm off!

isolating, leslie, books, lack of feeling, reading, seth

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