Sep 09, 2006 05:07
The rain sounds really comforting right now. I don't want to sleep though. I hate sleeping in an empty house. I've got one cat here, but she doesn't come in my room at night - or if she does it's always just passing through. If I don't pet her she leaves. I've been thinking ... I want a puppy. How absurd is that? I hate dogs, right? Well, I feel in love with a puppy today. I was walking outside of Barnes and Noble, on my way to work, and one of the regulars was driving by. He yelled at his window, "Andrea! Come see my new puppy, Kodi!" I was very startled at first because this was a customer beckoning me over and I was just like whoa... but anyway the puppy was SOOOOOO cute and fuzzy, and I loved him. I think it was a lab or a golden. But it had really short hair and it was yellow. I think it was a yellow lab? Whatever he was, I want one like that. Now that Kitty is gone I need more love. Baby Dot doesn't offer me love. I want a dog that'll sleep in my room with me. I'm sure the dog would be too much for me to handle though. I have absolutely no idea how one would house train a dog. Not to mention dad would never, ever let me have a dog. I mean we do have a cat, but if we got a puppy that was really, really tiny then they could be friends. Baby Dot is lonely without Kitty and she's been wandering the house meowing, which she never does so I know she misses Kitty. Mom called and said Kitty is SO happy to be down there with her. As soon as he saw her he ran up to her and started purring and nuzzling her legs. How sweet. I'm glad he's okay, but I'm so sad without him! I keep losing things I love. My ferrets were everything to me. No matter what happened they were always there! Whenever I got really sad Ziggy would lick the tears off my face. He would snuggle with me when I was sad and didn't want to get out of bed. Whenever I got really lonely they would be there to cheer me up. O man... I miss them so much. Now I want a dog that'll love me unconditionally to sleep on my bed with me. Sigh, dad will never let me.
I finished season two of LOST. I didn't realize I was on the final episode at the time and so when it got down I axiously pressed next and ooops that's it! There were a few choice words said. I can't believe that's all. I want more. Yes.
Eh. I'm still feeling nauseous and really warm. I wish I didn't have to work tomorrow. I should sleep, but I don't want to fall asleep ...