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so i've decided doing 'on this day last year' is way to much fun to do with my lj...considering the f-ing thing goes back to 2000. so here again we have 'on this day' (as close to 11/09 as possible).
that this time every year my mind will be somewhere away'>
2003
my chinese girlfriend text messages me love notes in spanish. its adorable. i wish i knew more than 3 or 4 phrases in spanish.
i'm studying for eda...engineering decission analysis. pretty much a statistics style class. i kinda enjoy it. anything is better than structures at the moment. ha moment. get it? (certain joints have what is called a moment at them..a clockwise/counterclockwise moment vs. a standard x-axis/y-axis as a super basic intro/explanation)
so for thanksgiving my house is going to be f-ing packed. my aunt and uncle are coming up...a first in all 21 years of my life. my mom and her sister have gotten super close again due to her not doing so well with metapause and hil and i being gone. they are staying in my room. my sister is coming home. most likely her boyfriend (from our area) will join us for part of thanksgiving. i am coming home with my girlfriend (we're sleeping in the tv room a-la air matress :P ). it should be fun. i'm excited for a semi break. the impending monday back test though...in structures needless to say...can suck it.
**azalea
2002
.and welcome to the team.
so kirst and i hung out tonight. we were supost to go bouldering but she got sick this morrning...raw food thingy not working on her...so we decided something less physical...so we rented a movie. one of her favs. is g.i. jane which i'd never seen so we rented that. we left her house and headed out to her car...which had the human rights bumper sticker on it. i couldnt control the jaw drop...i honestly tried. i wasnt sure what to make of her because she seems like a huge feminist but i wasnt sure if it transfered into her being gay because i'd never seen her at any queer functions. okie so i make a mental mark of it. we get in and she hands me her cd case and has me choose. dar williams cd. good taste girl. we get the movie and head back to my house because our sound system fucking rocks *yea andrew!* the movie actually was pretty fucking good. afterwards we hung out with andrew and lalya for a bit...then sat in my room and chatted and chatted and chatted and chatted and chatted............and now its 3:00 and i'm going to bed in a bit.
that chatting consisted of her asking how my parents took me coming out and when i did. when i told her she as like 'thats pretty early isnt it?' and i was like 'yea it seems like most people come out in college' and with that kirst raises her hand. it was the cutest thing. i'd at that point figured she was but didnt want to ask. so we chatted forever about it. pretty much her deal is when she got here she knew she was but wasnt comfortable with it yet. now that she is she feels bad telling the friends she has had since frosh year about her because she feels like she should have told them earlier. she is out back home but not here. ekk she is so fucking cool. i have my sailor uranus meets sailor neptune card near by bed and it was in line sight with her and i just giggled to myself. we totally matched tonight...i wore my camel cord skirt and a black tank top with a black sweatshirt over it...she wore lighter camel cord pants and a black tank top. heh random. so yes she is officaly out to me...she figured i was gay and i confirmed it pretty quickly to her when going though my photo albums and being like 'yea thats my ex girlfriend'..etc.
so yes good night...oh so intelligent and totally eye candy girl...ugg #9 should so just be my middle name. plus she has that cute lil baltimore accent. i'm going to stop gushing now and get to fucking bed. last night i was up way to late due to another fucking distraction of a girl...stef. she is just a case and a half. one min tackling me down to hit me and then next min cuddling up to me. hmmm. right.
alright all.......to bed to bed.
**azalea
2001
so i've had some amusing talks with people and their schedules. my advisor is totally cool with me 'scratching my itch' for art classes due to it making me a more well rounded person..etc etc. so i just might pick up a studio if i feel it wouldnt compromize the engineering classes.
i was talking with jimmy walking from baker labs to bray hall and he was talking about his schedule and how he wanted this independant study
moi: independant study in what jimmy?
jimmy: in knitting
moi: *eyes wide* you're so not serious?!
jimmy: sure i am...its cultural...i'll knit mexican tapestries and i'll do studies on how its relaxing
moi: i dont believe you
jimmy: i -so- want to learn to knit...if i knew i'd knit everything! i'd knit my underwear, my sock, my shirts...........etc *rambles on*
moi: *laughing till pink* oh my god
(enters bray....sees advisory)
moi: so what do you think of jimmy wanting to pick up and independant study in knitting
her: i wont touch that one at all
jimmy: i think it will be great
*laughs* so yea that was so funny. i bet he'll do it too.
i'm going to study now and then hit some review times with ta's....then statics tonight..and after it a movie with kelly *whom i must call in a bit*
**azalea
2000
hmm well i should be studying for botany but im doing email and reading lj and inspecting my bruises. i murdered my leg long boarding last night. *laughs* but i think im going to get the hang of it. kimi said she'll take me out to the parking garage soon....so far ive just done it around the hall because when/if i fall i dont do as much damage....besides waking up half the floor when the board slips out from under me, flies down the hall and nails one of the fire doors slaming it as i fall with a thud. hehe opps.
so everyone has plans for over xmas....kelly c. is going to texas to see family....alex is going to kates....i dont have anything. nothing. feeling at bit excluded and deserted in that regard. i want to visit/be visited. *bitter thoughts being suppressed right about now....mmmmmmm* fuck it maybe ill drive out to arizona by myself....or take a bus out...i dont want to risk my saab. ill stay in youth hostles and wander the mohave desert. ah who knows....maybe ill get plans yet. any takers for arizona? visiting me? me visiting them? *sighs* well off to study botany and dream of long boarding.....hopefully kimi will let me steal it again tonight for more in hall cruising. mmmmmmm. heh.
**
Deirdre
The name Deirdre creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. Tension could cause nervous disorders, or centre in the head bringing weaknesses in the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth.
Wynne
The name of Wynne contains within it an intense emotional power that could drive you to put forth great effort to accomplish your ambitions and to do something noteworthy and worthwhile. There are humanitarian ideals in this name, making you feel the urge to champion the cause of the downtrodden, the victims of circumstances and injustices. However, it is difficult for you to materialize your ideals because of a restless, unsettled feeling which causes you never to know just what it is that you should be working toward, and the very intensity of your nature makes systematic concentration and application a challenge. You can have intensely contrasting feelings toward people, either you are fiercely loyal or extremely intolerant. There is rarely a happy medium in your feelings. Consequently, you experience many disappointments in people, tragedy, and the loss of the very things for which you may be intensely striving. Bitter experiences could make you cynical, critical, and argumentative. You find it difficult to see the brighter or humorous side of a situation. This name makes you nervous and highly strung, causing tension affecting your nervous system and solar plexus.
.the.end.
see its always amusing to pull this stuff back up.
**azalea
so i've decided doing 'on this day last year' is way to much fun to do with my lj...considering the f-ing thing goes back to 2000. so here again we have 'on this day' (as close to 11/09 as possible).
that this time every year my mind will be somewhere away'>
2003
my chinese girlfriend text messages me love notes in spanish. its adorable. i wish i knew more than 3 or 4 phrases in spanish.
i'm studying for eda...engineering decission analysis. pretty much a statistics style class. i kinda enjoy it. anything is better than structures at the moment. ha moment. get it? (certain joints have what is called a moment at them..a clockwise/counterclockwise moment vs. a standard x-axis/y-axis as a super basic intro/explanation)
so for thanksgiving my house is going to be f-ing packed. my aunt and uncle are coming up...a first in all 21 years of my life. my mom and her sister have gotten super close again due to her not doing so well with metapause and hil and i being gone. they are staying in my room. my sister is coming home. most likely her boyfriend (from our area) will join us for part of thanksgiving. i am coming home with my girlfriend (we're sleeping in the tv room a-la air matress :P ). it should be fun. i'm excited for a semi break. the impending monday back test though...in structures needless to say...can suck it.
**azalea
2002
.and welcome to the team.
so kirst and i hung out tonight. we were supost to go bouldering but she got sick this morrning...raw food thingy not working on her...so we decided something less physical...so we rented a movie. one of her favs. is g.i. jane which i'd never seen so we rented that. we left her house and headed out to her car...which had the human rights bumper sticker on it. i couldnt control the jaw drop...i honestly tried. i wasnt sure what to make of her because she seems like a huge feminist but i wasnt sure if it transfered into her being gay because i'd never seen her at any queer functions. okie so i make a mental mark of it. we get in and she hands me her cd case and has me choose. dar williams cd. good taste girl. we get the movie and head back to my house because our sound system fucking rocks *yea andrew!* the movie actually was pretty fucking good. afterwards we hung out with andrew and lalya for a bit...then sat in my room and chatted and chatted and chatted and chatted and chatted............and now its 3:00 and i'm going to bed in a bit.
that chatting consisted of her asking how my parents took me coming out and when i did. when i told her she as like 'thats pretty early isnt it?' and i was like 'yea it seems like most people come out in college' and with that kirst raises her hand. it was the cutest thing. i'd at that point figured she was but didnt want to ask. so we chatted forever about it. pretty much her deal is when she got here she knew she was but wasnt comfortable with it yet. now that she is she feels bad telling the friends she has had since frosh year about her because she feels like she should have told them earlier. she is out back home but not here. ekk she is so fucking cool. i have my sailor uranus meets sailor neptune card near by bed and it was in line sight with her and i just giggled to myself. we totally matched tonight...i wore my camel cord skirt and a black tank top with a black sweatshirt over it...she wore lighter camel cord pants and a black tank top. heh random. so yes she is officaly out to me...she figured i was gay and i confirmed it pretty quickly to her when going though my photo albums and being like 'yea thats my ex girlfriend'..etc.
so yes good night...oh so intelligent and totally eye candy girl...ugg #9 should so just be my middle name. plus she has that cute lil baltimore accent. i'm going to stop gushing now and get to fucking bed. last night i was up way to late due to another fucking distraction of a girl...stef. she is just a case and a half. one min tackling me down to hit me and then next min cuddling up to me. hmmm. right.
alright all.......to bed to bed.
**azalea
2001
so i've had some amusing talks with people and their schedules. my advisor is totally cool with me 'scratching my itch' for art classes due to it making me a more well rounded person..etc etc. so i just might pick up a studio if i feel it wouldnt compromize the engineering classes.
i was talking with jimmy walking from baker labs to bray hall and he was talking about his schedule and how he wanted this independant study
moi: independant study in what jimmy?
jimmy: in knitting
moi: *eyes wide* you're so not serious?!
jimmy: sure i am...its cultural...i'll knit mexican tapestries and i'll do studies on how its relaxing
moi: i dont believe you
jimmy: i -so- want to learn to knit...if i knew i'd knit everything! i'd knit my underwear, my sock, my shirts...........etc *rambles on*
moi: *laughing till pink* oh my god
(enters bray....sees advisory)
moi: so what do you think of jimmy wanting to pick up and independant study in knitting
her: i wont touch that one at all
jimmy: i think it will be great
*laughs* so yea that was so funny. i bet he'll do it too.
i'm going to study now and then hit some review times with ta's....then statics tonight..and after it a movie with kelly *whom i must call in a bit*
**azalea
2000
hmm well i should be studying for botany but im doing email and reading lj and inspecting my bruises. i murdered my leg long boarding last night. *laughs* but i think im going to get the hang of it. kimi said she'll take me out to the parking garage soon....so far ive just done it around the hall because when/if i fall i dont do as much damage....besides waking up half the floor when the board slips out from under me, flies down the hall and nails one of the fire doors slaming it as i fall with a thud. hehe opps.
so everyone has plans for over xmas....kelly c. is going to texas to see family....alex is going to kates....i dont have anything. nothing. feeling at bit excluded and deserted in that regard. i want to visit/be visited. *bitter thoughts being suppressed right about now....mmmmmmm* fuck it maybe ill drive out to arizona by myself....or take a bus out...i dont want to risk my saab. ill stay in youth hostles and wander the mohave desert. ah who knows....maybe ill get plans yet. any takers for arizona? visiting me? me visiting them? *sighs* well off to study botany and dream of long boarding.....hopefully kimi will let me steal it again tonight for more in hall cruising. mmmmmmm. heh.
**
Deirdre
The name Deirdre creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. This name does offer creative talent where there is the opportunity for ingenuity and originality. You have a tendency, at times, to have too many ideas on the go, and thus your efforts are scattered and many things do not reach completion. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness. If you allowed it, temper and self-pity could be problems. Tension could cause nervous disorders, or centre in the head bringing weaknesses in the eyes, ears, sinuses, or teeth.
Wynne
The name of Wynne contains within it an intense emotional power that could drive you to put forth great effort to accomplish your ambitions and to do something noteworthy and worthwhile. There are humanitarian ideals in this name, making you feel the urge to champion the cause of the downtrodden, the victims of circumstances and injustices. However, it is difficult for you to materialize your ideals because of a restless, unsettled feeling which causes you never to know just what it is that you should be working toward, and the very intensity of your nature makes systematic concentration and application a challenge. You can have intensely contrasting feelings toward people, either you are fiercely loyal or extremely intolerant. There is rarely a happy medium in your feelings. Consequently, you experience many disappointments in people, tragedy, and the loss of the very things for which you may be intensely striving. Bitter experiences could make you cynical, critical, and argumentative. You find it difficult to see the brighter or humorous side of a situation. This name makes you nervous and highly strung, causing tension affecting your nervous system and solar plexus.
.the.end.
see its always amusing to pull this stuff back up.
**azalea