I just can't believe that this is how it ends....
So Nick gave me back all of my books in a plastic bag today. He walked away without a word. When I got to choir, I opened it, and found all my books. I also found something extra: the "I'm Sorry" card that I had made for him after the incident at Mike's house, the one with the collage picture on the front and the sonnet on the back.
...it hurt.
When I walked out your door
I vowed to think of you no more
When you said those words to me
It wasn't unexpectedly
'Cause I was wrong, I was so bad
And you were picky, such a nag
We both have psychotic issues
I tried to solve it was no use
(no)
This just isn't gonna be how it ends
I don't know what I could say in my defense
'Cause I'm not angry, I'm not sorry, crying
You're a bastard, I'm a bitch, but I'm not lying
I don't know what I could say in my defense
This just isn't gonna be how it ends
You will hear my eulogy
Before I give apologies
You're a saint and I'm a whore
Are those the words you're waiting for?
'Cause when I look at you I see
A hypocrite whose judging me
But no matter what we've gone through
I have never stopped loving you
(no)
This just isn't gonna be how it ends
I don't know what I could say in my defense
'Cause I'm not angry, I'm not sorry, crying
You're a bastard, I'm a bitch, but I'm not lying
I don't know what I could say in my defense
This just isn't gonna be how it ends
So we go our separate ways
Looking forward to better days
The memories, they seem so blurred
And gone with just a single word
Though I walk forward I'm looking back
And I can't help but wishing that
I could erase all this pain
But I know I wish in vain
(no, no)
I just can't believe that this is how it ends
There's nothing left to say, (it)makes no difference
'Cause you're so angry, I'm so sorry, now I'm crying
When I said I didn't care, Oh, I was lying
There's just nothing left to say, it makes no difference
I just can't believe that this is how it ends
I can't believe that this is how it ends
I won't believe that this is how it ends
I can't believe we've finally reached the end.
(All I need now is to learn how to play guitar.)