Sep 07, 2011 23:11
Title: I Wanna Love You
Main Pairing: EunHae (top!hyuk bottom!hae)
Rating: NC-17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Fluff
Warning: Un-betaed
Sumarry: Donghae, an ordinary student fall in love with a school famous dancer, Hyukjae.
Chapter 5
Hyukjae secretly glanced to Donghae, who was really focused listening to their teacher lectured. After talked with his hyung last night, he couldn’t stop thinking about this shy and quiet boy. There’s something that really made Hyukjae attracted to him.
‘Am I really fell in love with him?’ thought Hyukjae. He heaved a sigh before turned his attention back to his teacher. He couldn’t concentrate. His body was there but not his mind.
‘But I just know him. Well, I knew him before but I just started talk to him a few days ago. I couldn’t fall in love this fast right?’ he tried to convince himself. He was battling with his own feeling. He was really confused with his feeling. Did he love Donghae or he just like the boy?
“Ring!” the bell rang, signalling all students and teachers about their recess time. The teacher stopped teaching while the student sighed silently. Finally they could have their break time after 5 hours listening to their teacher lecturing and blabbering.
After their teacher walked out of the classroom, the atmosphere became chaotic. Students were laughing and talking with each other, some of them already made their way to the canteen.
Hyukjae was about to stand up from his seat when a bunch of student came and invited him to go to the canteen together. He sighed. He glanced to Donghae but he was quite disappointed because the latter already gone from his seat.
“Then how about you? Are you happy if you’re being surrounded by other people all the times?”
Hyukjae suddenly remembered about what Donghae told him yesterday. Yes, he wasn’t happy with all attention he received. He needed his own life too.
“Sorry, I’ve something to do” he said, not forgetting to throw his famous smiled that would surely melted anyone heart.
He went out from the class, leaving his disappointed fans. He didn’t even care. They always clung to him and Hyukjae hated it. It’s true that he was famous but he didn’t have many friends. He has many fans but not friend.
Hyukjae walked towards the school rooftop. He knew Donghae was there and he really wanted to talk to him. Although Donghae was quite shy and didn’t talk too much, he felt really happy when he was near with him.
When he reached at the rooftop, there was no one there. ‘Maybe he go to somewhere else first’ Hyukjae tried to convince himself. He was disappointed because he didn’t see Donghae. ‘I should wait for him’ he thought as sat on the floor, back leaning against the wall.
Not long after that, the door to the rooftop swung opened and revealed a panting Donghae. Hyukjae raised his eyebrows as he saw Donghae.
“Are you ok, Hae?” Hyukjae asked.
Donghae was a bit startled. He didn’t know or expect Hyukjae to be there. He furiously nodded his head. “I’m ok” he replied, walking towards Hyukjae’s direction before sat next to him.
“Someone was chasing you again?”
Donghae could only silent himself. It has become a routine to him. Wherever he goes, his bullies would chase him.
“I take that as yes”
“Uhm... What’re you doing here?” Donghae asked.
“What? I can’t be here?” teased Hyukjae. He couldn’t tell the truth reason he was there, right?
Donghae lowered down his head as he played with his own fingers. “It’s n-not like that” he mumbled, slow but enough for Hyukjae to hear it.
‘He’s cute’ thought Hyukjae. He felt dazed with Donghae’s cuteness. He really wanted to pinch the latter cheeks if he could but he held himself. He wanted to be friend with Donghae, not scaring him.
‘Is he... Waiting for me?’ Donghae thought. ‘Why should he wait for me huh? Maybe he just wanted to run away from his fans’ Donghae shook his head.
“Do you always go home alone?” asked Hyukjae, trying to start a better topic with Donghae.
Donghae just nodded his head.
“Uhmm... Can I accompany you to go back to your home today?”
Donghae’s eyes widened. Did he hear it right? His crush wanted to accompany him?
‘Oh shit! I’m too straight-forward’ cursed Hyukjae inside his mind. “I want to go to a shop nearby your house. So, I was thinking if... You know, maybe I can accompany you to your house” Hyukjae let out a nervous laughed.
Donghae’s mouth formed an ‘O’ shaped. Well, he was quite disappointed since he thought Hyukjae really wanted to accompany him home.
Hyukjae noticed the sudden sadness on Donghae’s face. They just knew each other but Hyukjae didn’t get any idea how the hell he knew Donghae was sad at the moment.
“Are you disappointed?” Hyukjae tried to light up the atmosphere. “If you want, I can accompany you home, ehmm... Every day”
Donghae blushed. “N-no! I’m not disappointed”
“Really?” Hyukjae teased more as he leaned his face closer to Donghae’s.
Donghae could feel Hyukjae’s breathing so close to his cheeks. He was blushing hard. ‘He’s too close’ Donghae thought. His body shuddered and his face was very hot. His heart couldn’t stop beating so fast and loud. He lowered down his head, trying to avoid Hyukjae’s gazed.
‘OMO! Should I push him? If I push him, I’m afraid he’ll be mad or disappointed. But why should he disappoint? If I didn’t push him, I’m afraid I’ll faint! What should I do!?’ Donghae screamed inside his mind.
Hyukjae chuckled when he saw Donghae’s reaction. The latter looked really cute and adorable in his eyes. The way Donghae blushing really melted his heart. Every times, he leaned closer, Donghae’s face become more red.
‘Oh shit! What’s this feeling? I’ve a feeling to kiss that lip’ murmured Hyukjae as he stared at Donghae’s lip.
Hyukjae gently held Donghae’s chin, guided him to look into his eyes. Donghae was startled at first but he relaxed after he looked into Hyukjae’s eyes. Their hearts were beating rapidly, they didn’t do anything, just looked into each other eyes.
Hyukjae gulped. He never felt this feeling before, it was something new. Did he really fall in love with Donghae? He didn’t know. Hyukjae leaned forward and Donghae was frozen at his place. Their lips finally met.
Donghae widened his eyes. ‘Did he really kiss me!?’
‘What happen to me?’ Hyukjae thought but he couldn’t stop kissing Donghae’s lip. ‘His lip is really addictive and taste nice’
Hyukjae’s left hand on Donghae’s head, while his other hand on Donghae’s waist. Donghae gripped Hyukjae’s uniform tightly. Hyukjae deepened the kiss. He licked Donghae’s lower lip, asking for a permission to enter his hot mouth. Donghae gasped and that gave an advantage for Hyukjae to invade his tongue inside Donghae’s mouth.
Their tongues were battling for a dominant but a few seconds later, Donghae gave up. He let Hyukjae’s tongue invaded and tasted every inch inside his mouth. He closed his eyes and tightened his gripped on Hyukjae’s uniform.
‘He’s kissing me! Hyukjae is kissing me!’ Donghae screamed inside his mind. He started to get dizzy due to the kissed. It was not because he didn’t like the kissed. He was too shocked becuase his crush is fucking kissed him. Who wouldn’t faint if got a hot and passionate kissed from a hot guy?
They broke apart when they needed an air to breaths. Both of them were panting really hard.
‘I can’t believe I’ve kissed him passionately!’ thought Hyukjae. He really wanted to bang his head to the wall right now.
‘Oh no! I see stars’ murmured Donghae before his vision slowly became dark and the last word he heard was, Hyukjae calling his name.
Hyukjae’s P.O.V
What did I do? What should I do now? I kissed him! Oh my God! And it was a long passionate kissed! What am I thinking!?
I glanced over to see Donghae. He was quiet. Well, he always quiet but this time, it was quite different. Uhm... He looked dazed and... Wait! Is he going to faint?
“Donghae!” I shouted and pulled his body before he fell to the ground. His head rested on my chest.
I sighed. He fainted once again and it was all my faults. I piggyback him and quickly ran towards treatment room. I didn’t care about all gazed and looked the other students threw to me. I needed to send Donghae to treatment room first.
“Teukie hyung!” I shouted as I opened the door.
Leeteuk hyung closed his ears and glared at me. “Do you want to make me become deaf?”
“Sorry hyung but Donghae is fainting again” I apologized and made Donghae lied on the bed.
“He’s fainting again? It’s weird. When I check him, I don’t see anything wrong with his body” commented Leeteuk hyung and he begun to check Donghae’s condition.
“What’s happen to him, hyung?” I asked impatiently.
“Nothing’s wrong with his body. He’s perfectly fine” answered Leeteuk hyung as he caressed his chin. He looked at me, raised his eyebrows. “Did you do something to him?”
Oh shit! Why did my hyung so clever?
“W-what are you talking about, hyung? I... didn’t do a-anything”. Great! I’m nervous. I tried to avoid Leeteuk hyung’s eyes. He’s dangerous. He could read my mind through my eyes.
“Well, if you don’t want to tell me, it’s ok” Leeteuk hyung shrugged his shoulder. “You should go back to your class. The break time almost finish”
I pouted. I wanted to wait until Donghae woke up. “How’s about him?” I asked and pointed to Donghae who was sleeping calmly on the bed.
“You can leave him here with me. I’ll take a good care of YOUR Donghae” Leeteuk hyung teased and he even emphasised the word your.
“Haish hyung! Stop teasing me!” I pouted more.
“When did I tease you?” he chuckled.
I puffed my cheeks. “I’ll go back to the classroom first” I said and went out from the treatment room.
I’m really worried about Donghae. About what had happened earlier, what would Donghae think about me? Would he hate me?
End P.O.V
Donghae’s P.O.V
I slowly opened my eyes. I felt really dizzy and my head was so heavy. What happened? Wait, where am I? Why I’m here?
I remembered I was at the rooftop with Hyukjae and we were kissing each other. Kissed? Kissed? I touched my lip. Oh my Lord! We were kissing! Hyukjae, my crush kissed me! Am I dreaming?
“Feeling better?” an unfamiliar voice asked.
I looked at that person and I knew him. He’s Leeteuk, the school doctor and also Hyukjae’s hyung. He approached me before sat beside me on the bed.
“It’s second times you come here. Do you’ve any disease?” he asked.
I shook my head.
“Then, why did you always faint?”
I blushed. How should I answer that question? I faint because of your dongsaeng. That was the stupid answered ever!
“And every times you faint, it was always Hyukjae who brought you here” Leeteuk hyung looked suspiciously at me.
“It’s because... He’s a-always there when I faint” I replied.
“Or... Did my dongsaeng do something to you until make you faint?”
Suddenly I remembered about our kissing scene earlier and I blushed. Why did I easily blush?
Leeteuk hyung grinned. “He really did something to you right?”
“W-what’re you t-talking about?” Oh my, Hyukjae’s hyung liked to tease me. Where should I hide my blushing face?
“Teukie hyung!” the door swung opened and revealed Hyukjae. He has my bag on his right shoulder. School already finished?
“Oh, you’re already awake?” Hyukjae asked me and I could only nodded.
He looked so natural, like nothing happened before. Did he forget about the kissed?
“I bring your bag” he said and handed my bag to me.
“Thanks”
“The school already finished. Do you want to go home now?” he tenderly asked.
I nodded and got off of the bed.
“Sorry, I can’t send you guys. I still have a work to do” Leeteuk hyung said.
“It’s ok, hyung” replied Hyukjae. “Can you walk?” Hyukjae asked me. Is he worried about me?
“I’m ok” I replied him, simple.
After bid a goodbye to Leeteuk hyung, we walked side by side. Hyukjae was silent and I hate it. “You don’t have to accompany me. I can go home by myself” I said and fastened my pace. I didn’t mean to sound mean.
“What!? Hae, wait!” he shouted and grabbed my wrist. “I’m sorry”
I turned to look at him. “Sorry? For what?”
“The kissed. If you mad about it, I’m so sorry. I don’t know what happen to me that time” he said.
Mad? I’m not mad, in fact, I like it. Oh no! I’m blushing again. “It’s ok” I replied.
“So, we’re still friend right?” he asked, with his puppy-fishy-monkey eyes!
“O-of course” I stared down to me feet. Geez, why did he always make me blushing?
He held my hand securely. “Can we go home now?” he asked.
“Yes” I only mumbled and I knew Hyukjae could hear it.
“You’re so cute when blushing” he commented and pinched my cheeks.
“Stop teasing me” I pouted with my blushing face.
“You’re fun to tease” he said and stuck out his tongue.
I felt so happy. Not just because of the kissed but because Hyukjae offered himself to accompany me home. We talked about a lot of thing. Well, only Hyukjae talked and I listened to him. He held my hand never let it go until we reached in front of my house.
I’m satisfied with our relationship. He’s my friend. It’s enough as long as I could be beside him. It’s enough as long as I could see his face this close. It’s enough as long as I could hold his hand like this forever.
End P.O.V
A/N: Finally, I update this fic! Hohoho! *dance Sorry Sorry* Sorry for the late update! *bows 90 degree* hope you guys still remember this! T^T I've important thing to tell to all IWLY's readers! It might be a little bit shocking. Have I told you that this fic is just a SHORT STORY? And it's only have.... 8 CHAPTERS! XP Don't kill me! LOL! So, we only have 3 chapters left. I'll focus and finish this fic 1st before continue writing HTKLY. Kamsahae! XD
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genre: romance,
title: i wanna love you,
pairing: eunhae